Music: Alice in Chiains, Down in a hole.
Where: Florida.
Loaded: Nope.
Mood: Motivated, really motivated!
"Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved,
see my heart I decorate it like a grave.
you dont understand who they thought I was suposed to be.
look at me now a man who wont let himself be........."
"Id like to fly but my wings have been so denied.
down in a hole and they put all the stones have been put into place.
Ill eat of the sun till my tounge has been burned of the taste.
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth,
I will speak no more of my feeling beneath.........."
Some times in life we feel things and we dont know why, one second you are totally feeling some one the next you are ready to cast them away. That surely means that it has to be wrong. That is just the way it goes. Emotion is temporary. That is a good lesson to be learned.
On has to seperate emotion from fact, I have been doing alot of that this morning and last night. The past few days have been pretty crazy for me, lack of sleep, driving hard. Feeling shitty.
In the end though, I think I have found my path. I have a great future laid out infront of me. And if it all works out well I am going to find my self with a fat bank account. And everything I ever wanted out of life. At least when it comes to material things. There is a brightly burnigng bulb on the horizon in my life of love as well, It will be interesting to see where it goes.
In the coming couple of years I am looking to get into the alternative fuels buisness. I have plenty of work ahead of me. But I am going to open a truck stop selling alternatives ea. BioDiesel and Ethanol. Yeah, and of all the places to find this insparation, Willie Nelson. Yep.
Back to my alice in chains kick though, there is somthing about thier music that has always been so comforting in my life. when I feel like crap I listen to them and always find myself feeling better.
Where: Florida.
Loaded: Nope.
Mood: Motivated, really motivated!
"Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved,
see my heart I decorate it like a grave.
you dont understand who they thought I was suposed to be.
look at me now a man who wont let himself be........."
"Id like to fly but my wings have been so denied.
down in a hole and they put all the stones have been put into place.
Ill eat of the sun till my tounge has been burned of the taste.
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth,
I will speak no more of my feeling beneath.........."
Some times in life we feel things and we dont know why, one second you are totally feeling some one the next you are ready to cast them away. That surely means that it has to be wrong. That is just the way it goes. Emotion is temporary. That is a good lesson to be learned.
On has to seperate emotion from fact, I have been doing alot of that this morning and last night. The past few days have been pretty crazy for me, lack of sleep, driving hard. Feeling shitty.
In the end though, I think I have found my path. I have a great future laid out infront of me. And if it all works out well I am going to find my self with a fat bank account. And everything I ever wanted out of life. At least when it comes to material things. There is a brightly burnigng bulb on the horizon in my life of love as well, It will be interesting to see where it goes.
In the coming couple of years I am looking to get into the alternative fuels buisness. I have plenty of work ahead of me. But I am going to open a truck stop selling alternatives ea. BioDiesel and Ethanol. Yeah, and of all the places to find this insparation, Willie Nelson. Yep.
Back to my alice in chains kick though, there is somthing about thier music that has always been so comforting in my life. when I feel like crap I listen to them and always find myself feeling better.
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Layne Staley wasn't my idol, he was my brother I never got to meet.
So Sorry I have taken long to reply...I am curled, and have been for the last week, into a little sickly Flu-Ball on my couch, only reaching my hand out for The Bong, Smokes, and coffee I can hold down...
Flu SUCKS!
Although as for you...You sound like you are doin just plum fuckin awesome...Did I ever tell you that If I fail Miserably in Horror, I am going to become a Gearhead, and Drag Race just like Daddy? Well..If THAT does turn out to be the case...you know I WILL expect to see your hand at taking the dust down at some dirt track of choice...
I have always envied the life of a travellin man...
Here...as a token of appreciation, I shall ensue to share some of my bodily fluids with you, and leave a little parting puke...
and I suppose after that...This won't kill ya either...
OOogaBOOoga...
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