schism13

Yesterday was a bad day, well bad and good I suppose....... Emotional rollercoaster inside my head without letting the other person your with know is quite the experience....But she knows now and now I wait.

Death is an easy way out but not the most effective sollution. Why now, why the fuck three days before I leave. I was feeling good, why did I have to go and she her. Why do I torment myself like this...................................................................................................................................