Hmmmm. yeah. Ok. So I've got a problem. After much consideration, I have decided that I do indeed have a massive, big-time crush on one of my boyfriend's friends. Not a silly tee hee crush, but one where I would actually act on it if the chance came. I always thought the guy was sexy but nope, I actually LIKE the guy, personality and all. A LOT. He was being rather flirty the last time I saw him but I don't know if he was being passive-aggressive to piss off his S.O. or what. Maybe so, and I'm being a dumbass for being charmed by it. All this is just more prominent because I'm so irritated with my relationship. I'm so tired of the b.f. and the current state of affairs. I'm bored stupid. He's always tired and crabby and not feeling good. We never have sex unless I make a huge issue out of it and then what's the point anyway? I feel taken for granted and taken advantage of. What a mess. I'm over it. I can't help but compare and contrast the b.f. and the crush. One watches stupid chopper shows, the other watches the Discovery channel. One has a dead end, shitty job, the other makes good bank in computers. One is sexy, but the other is sexier, and in a deeper, more multifaceted way. That kind of thing. I don't know what to do.
So, in the meantime, I will just conjure up a multitude of extremely dirty fantasies about the crush. And continue intensive retail therapy. Sigh..........
So, in the meantime, I will just conjure up a multitude of extremely dirty fantasies about the crush. And continue intensive retail therapy. Sigh..........
expensive therapy.
The cheaper therapy was new flip flops, watch.. etc.. etc...
well anyway just stumbling through and was interested in what you had to say.
Have a good one
Good luck either way. I find it easier personally not to have boyfriends... just boytoys - easier to keep in line...