Have you forgotten me yet?
Im a little uneasy about this rockstar photosets thing going on. On one hand its cool that muscians are taking a role in the photosets and its cool cuz Im willing to be there will be a katie set and apnea set and other really popular SGs. But to me, and I could be wrong about this but the rockstars are only into the SGs because they are hot and the SGs are only into the rockstars because they are rockstars.
Perhaps Im just jaded about the SG/Rockstar relationship thing since my only SG experience involved rock stars being at the party and since Im only a normal guy I was left to fend for myself, although I did make myself anti-social. Thanks to Cereal_Killer I at least didn't have a shitty time. Anouck and Kiscica hung out with me briefly though and miss the crap out of those two... but all in all it seems that to certain SGs if your not a rockstar your not special enough for them. Lately it just seems that a lot of the SGs think of themselves as rock stars and really all your doing is posing nude on a website.. there are thousands of them on the internet. There were SGs at that party who will remain nameless who treated me like I was this invisible creepy lurker.
But to me the SGs that I have talked to on this site or otherwise are really special cuz they don't seem to think too highly of themselves.
Confidence is cool and a swagger is hot but cockiness to the point of casting yourself higher than others totally fucking sucks. I mean the only thing that differs me from a signed rockstar is that they have a record deal.
Im thinking that if I ever got one I'd keep myself away from this site. I'd still interact with the people I know on the site cuz I love you guys but I just wouldnt' want to get involved with the site as a whole if I became this semi-known musicians if I ever got a deal.
Anyway thats enough of my bitching yeah? I of course could be totally wrong about this.
Onto other news. I had this really awesome talk with this girl in my program the other day. I think she may be interested in yours truly but past experience keeps telling me that shes either just flirting because shes friendly and a flirt anyway and that shes really not interested or b shes not flirting with you and that its just your imagination running wild because you want this hot, fun girl to be interested in you. We'll see how it develops.
I am collecting vintage band t-shirts now. Bands that I like though not just trendy shit. Crossed of my list are the Sex Pistols and The Ramones, now I still need a David Bowie shirt, a Motley Crue shirt, possibly a Bon Jovi shirt and an old Stone Temple Pilots shirt.
I've been to the gym twice so far this week cuz theres a really really relly cute girl there that tends to work out beside me I mean we always use elliptical machines that are next to one another and then she'll always workout within eye sight of me... or perhaps I unconsciously go within eye sight of her. I want her to notice me but she seems like "fit but don't you know it type" but then I haven't the guts to say anything to her. Although she asked me for the spray bottle today and when she grabbed it it seemed like she purposely grabbed my hand very gently. But then I could be letting my imagination get the better of me again.
Girls scare me cuz I don't understand them. Plus I've had two experiences where I've been dumped for another guy and so my self-esteem isn't very good.
It seems like the only girls who say they would want a piece of me (hahaha Kelland) are on this website. Girls in real life don't really want that much to do with me.
Maybe I smell funny, although right now I smell of soy sauce cuz I just ate sushi with some soy on it. Speaking of sushi I still haven't figured out what to do with wasabi I ate a bit of it and almost chocked to death... it was like an attack on my sinuses and such. I might have an allergy to it.
Anyway that all the rambling I can come up with now
Peace, Love and Soul
Scattershot (Have you forgotten me yet?)
Music: The Sex Pistols - Submission
Mood: Random wondering and thinking and rambling.
Im a little uneasy about this rockstar photosets thing going on. On one hand its cool that muscians are taking a role in the photosets and its cool cuz Im willing to be there will be a katie set and apnea set and other really popular SGs. But to me, and I could be wrong about this but the rockstars are only into the SGs because they are hot and the SGs are only into the rockstars because they are rockstars.
Perhaps Im just jaded about the SG/Rockstar relationship thing since my only SG experience involved rock stars being at the party and since Im only a normal guy I was left to fend for myself, although I did make myself anti-social. Thanks to Cereal_Killer I at least didn't have a shitty time. Anouck and Kiscica hung out with me briefly though and miss the crap out of those two... but all in all it seems that to certain SGs if your not a rockstar your not special enough for them. Lately it just seems that a lot of the SGs think of themselves as rock stars and really all your doing is posing nude on a website.. there are thousands of them on the internet. There were SGs at that party who will remain nameless who treated me like I was this invisible creepy lurker.
But to me the SGs that I have talked to on this site or otherwise are really special cuz they don't seem to think too highly of themselves.
Confidence is cool and a swagger is hot but cockiness to the point of casting yourself higher than others totally fucking sucks. I mean the only thing that differs me from a signed rockstar is that they have a record deal.
Im thinking that if I ever got one I'd keep myself away from this site. I'd still interact with the people I know on the site cuz I love you guys but I just wouldnt' want to get involved with the site as a whole if I became this semi-known musicians if I ever got a deal.
Anyway thats enough of my bitching yeah? I of course could be totally wrong about this.
Onto other news. I had this really awesome talk with this girl in my program the other day. I think she may be interested in yours truly but past experience keeps telling me that shes either just flirting because shes friendly and a flirt anyway and that shes really not interested or b shes not flirting with you and that its just your imagination running wild because you want this hot, fun girl to be interested in you. We'll see how it develops.
I am collecting vintage band t-shirts now. Bands that I like though not just trendy shit. Crossed of my list are the Sex Pistols and The Ramones, now I still need a David Bowie shirt, a Motley Crue shirt, possibly a Bon Jovi shirt and an old Stone Temple Pilots shirt.
I've been to the gym twice so far this week cuz theres a really really relly cute girl there that tends to work out beside me I mean we always use elliptical machines that are next to one another and then she'll always workout within eye sight of me... or perhaps I unconsciously go within eye sight of her. I want her to notice me but she seems like "fit but don't you know it type" but then I haven't the guts to say anything to her. Although she asked me for the spray bottle today and when she grabbed it it seemed like she purposely grabbed my hand very gently. But then I could be letting my imagination get the better of me again.
Girls scare me cuz I don't understand them. Plus I've had two experiences where I've been dumped for another guy and so my self-esteem isn't very good.
It seems like the only girls who say they would want a piece of me (hahaha Kelland) are on this website. Girls in real life don't really want that much to do with me.
Maybe I smell funny, although right now I smell of soy sauce cuz I just ate sushi with some soy on it. Speaking of sushi I still haven't figured out what to do with wasabi I ate a bit of it and almost chocked to death... it was like an attack on my sinuses and such. I might have an allergy to it.
Anyway that all the rambling I can come up with now
Peace, Love and Soul
Scattershot (Have you forgotten me yet?)
Music: The Sex Pistols - Submission
Mood: Random wondering and thinking and rambling.
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