Holy crap!!!
an interview with Atreyu on SG. WOW that made my day.
a lot of what Alex was saying about people, and girls, and being in a band I totally can relate to. I effing love this guy in a totally hetero wanna be friends with him kinda way.
To clairify on the last entry Im just really aggitated right now cuz it feels like I have no real friends, letting myself believe that the hottest most interesting girl in the whole bloody world might be interested in me... which shes not...and the whole hair thing.
I feel alone, aggitated, angry, and depressed. I don't like when I feel this way and I end up depressing other people and making other people feel like shit too.
life sucks.
peace love and soul
Scattershot
Music: Atreyu - Deanne The Arsonist
Mood: Life sucks
Here's a piece Im working on.
Sympatico Ideals and other false beliefs
Lemme tell ya babe, I got so much on my mind
Why do you look at me like that?
I can't read your eyes. I can't read your thoughts
I have no point of reference
for what you might be trying to tell me
I've put myself out there too many times
to people like you
who laugh at my emotions
because I don't look a certain way
ha-ha-hahaha-ha-ha
Chorus
At one point
I thought we thought the same
I thought what you had on your mind
was what I was thinking when I looked at you
but then you're too beautiful
to want someone like me
Im too much rock and roll
for you to want me
like a glass house
I keep no secrets
Everything is out there
for you to see but,
you've come to burn me
but this time I wanna be set
to burn to the ground
and I said its over
I don't care anymore
because I don't want it
I don't want this the way it is
tonight I'll end it
and tomorrow I'll wake up
in a patch of four leaf clovers
looking up at a neon blue sky
I'll find my paradise without you
all I need is this bottle and stare into this glass
It gives me more comfort than you ever could
The sun will be on my face tomorrow
I'll be in another place tomorrow
but it wouldn't be a paradise
without your beautiful face
this is the contradiction
inside my head
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
....
an interview with Atreyu on SG. WOW that made my day.
a lot of what Alex was saying about people, and girls, and being in a band I totally can relate to. I effing love this guy in a totally hetero wanna be friends with him kinda way.
To clairify on the last entry Im just really aggitated right now cuz it feels like I have no real friends, letting myself believe that the hottest most interesting girl in the whole bloody world might be interested in me... which shes not...and the whole hair thing.
I feel alone, aggitated, angry, and depressed. I don't like when I feel this way and I end up depressing other people and making other people feel like shit too.
life sucks.
peace love and soul
Scattershot
Music: Atreyu - Deanne The Arsonist
Mood: Life sucks
Here's a piece Im working on.
Sympatico Ideals and other false beliefs
Lemme tell ya babe, I got so much on my mind
Why do you look at me like that?
I can't read your eyes. I can't read your thoughts
I have no point of reference
for what you might be trying to tell me
I've put myself out there too many times
to people like you
who laugh at my emotions
because I don't look a certain way
ha-ha-hahaha-ha-ha
Chorus
At one point
I thought we thought the same
I thought what you had on your mind
was what I was thinking when I looked at you
but then you're too beautiful
to want someone like me
Im too much rock and roll
for you to want me
like a glass house
I keep no secrets
Everything is out there
for you to see but,
you've come to burn me
but this time I wanna be set
to burn to the ground
and I said its over
I don't care anymore
because I don't want it
I don't want this the way it is
tonight I'll end it
and tomorrow I'll wake up
in a patch of four leaf clovers
looking up at a neon blue sky
I'll find my paradise without you
all I need is this bottle and stare into this glass
It gives me more comfort than you ever could
The sun will be on my face tomorrow
I'll be in another place tomorrow
but it wouldn't be a paradise
without your beautiful face
this is the contradiction
inside my head
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
How can you wish me happiness when I don't want it
How can you say Im something special when you don't want me
....
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tiamat:
i feel that way about friends sometimes too. but then i realize that so much change is going on right now that it is hard to always be there for people and vice versa
posh:
a tiny voodoo dance is better than no voodoo dance at all.