scattershot

So thanksgiving (The Canada Edition) is over.

I had all these thoughts about what to say comming back or what not to say comming back.. but I did realize how much I like this website and how much I like the ability to write down my thoughts and have all these people analyze them and tell me good and bad things about them. Its fun.

I finally saw the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and withing the first montage of the movie...with Jim Carey's Character spilling his thoughts out of his day on Valentines day I thought wow... I could not believe how accuratley my thought patterns had been portrayed on film. Everything he said I was like yeah that sounds like something I would think or I would do.

For I usually do think of Valentine's Day as a day made to make single people feel like shit.

and I do fall in love with any girl that shows me the slightest bit of attention.

..... all in all I effing loved that movie. At the end I said wow this is my new favorite movie. Or at least its tied with The Crow, Tigerland, The princess Bride and Trainspotting for favorites.

and for the record after I wrote that story about the girl I haven't been able to stop thinking about her, and now I am destined to keep thinking about her until college ends and regret not doing anything about it because I have this impending fear to make eye contact with a girl I have a crush on. (Another Jim Carey in ESOSM trait that I share)

...my hair is almost long enough that I want to dye it. My final goal... Adam Lazzara from Taking Back Sunday in the Cute without the E video, but I will be dying mine indigo blue with deep blue streaks or lines depending on how well I can handle this... I am afterall not a hair dresser.

I have vowed to get into shape by christmas. You know the line my diet starts tomorrow...well it does.. wish me luck. Not only am I going to walk to school (like I always do now) but Im also gonna start going to the gym as much as I can manage it and since I have a LOT of free time I figure this should work out.

I've been motivated for two reasons 1) To make this girl I know back home jealous when I walk into her place of business looking as good as only I can look, stylin and profiling like I do I'll have the confidence to try and regain the friendship we once had.
2) My parents are buying me medium sized T-shirts for christmas so I have to fit into them after all. Or at least so they say they are.

1 last thing before I go.
SCATTERSHOT SCAVENGER HUNT
here are some things Im looking for but cannot find, if you know where I can find em at a good price I will love you forver.

1. A red and green stripped sweater preferebly high quality. I realize this is probably a more common item then I think it is but I have yet to find a proper one. Im looking along the lines of a freddy kreuger styled one.

2. A Professor Xavier's Academy for Gifted Students Gym sweater... prefferbly zip up with a hood. Preferably white or grey.. you know like in the movie.

3. Carnivale Season 1 on DVD. I freakin loved this show when it was on TV and I don't think they are making a second season and so either I download them in quality that varies from low to high or I find em on DVD and I've looked and looked and either it doesn't exist or I haven't been looking hard enough

So thats it for now... you don't really have to look for me but I thought I'd put it on the table and see what happenes.

peace, love and soul
Scattershot

P.S. Christopher Reeve you always be MY hero. R.I.P. Superman

music: Professional Murder Music - Everything in the world
mood: Good to be back in my regular swing of things I suppose.