scattershot

Songs about you from my perspective (an emocore tribute to rome, rachel, and heartbreak)

Bus Rides, Basketball Teams And Massages(No Happy Ending Included)

Caffine makes us jumpy
traveling makes us dizzy
I guess four dollars is a lot
for a can of orange juice
but I didn't set the prices
so don't blame me
when things go wrong

were they better than me?
cuz they were bigger than me?
they were faster than me?
played better than me?
theres nothing good in my future is there?

This is where it happened
where I fell for you
cuz we'd hang out beside eachother
on long rides to a from
and all inbetween
the touch of your skin in the backseat
in the night sky your skin was so beautiful
wait it didn't happen like that did it.

were they better than me?
cuz they were bigger than me?
they were faster than me?
played better than me?
is there something good in my future?

were they better than me?
cuz they were bigger than me?
they were faster than me?
played better than me?
maybe your still somewhere in my future?

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The bar-b-que was a complete fart. I felt really outside the group. These were old friends from my college program that I'll be going back into this sept. They kept talking about how they were all hanging out this summer and having tonnes of fun and all I could think of is why did they invite me to this bar-b-que and not to any of this fun stuff. All I ended up doing was sitting there in a chair thinking to myself ... someone shoot me. Very few people ended up talking to me, and I in turn ended up talking to very few people. The one girl who was interested in me... well to be honest I don't know if its all a big joke or not. I mean shes very affectionate towards me even in front of her boyfriend but nobody seems to really be bothered by it least of all her boyfriend. The other girl that I was interested in .. well I don't wanna be malicious but she looked terrible and I finally saw her boyfriend and he looked terrible too. I kinda felt funny about that one. Although Im sure when the semester starts and I see her more I'll remember why I was so infatuated with her.

I don't know what else to say.

mood: Blegh
music: A7X - I won't see you tonight (part1)