so ... the show ... hmmm what can I say about this.
We get there at 8 putting on our really friendly faces talked to a lot of the bands who seemed to reciprocate our friendship.
but we also learned a lot about 2-facedness
So anyway the first band goes on... and exact copy of Alexisonfire's first cd style. Not that thats a bad thing but they weren't really doing anything new. They were solid and tight but nothing special. The second band was this sorta Dashboard Confessional style dude singing with a bass player and a drummer. Meanwhile we are all cocky like we normally are... well I try not to be and I'd like to think I wasn't but some guys in the band think we are the greatest thing to music since sliced bread (I don't know how sliced bread applies to music but you get the idea)
So the last band before us goes on and their singer is the guy hosting the show. They were good I liked them they were like old new found glory.
but but the time they were done everyone was gone but our friends (4 of em who showed) and the two guys running the event. Easily our smallest crowd. But we still rocked out. At least until our stuff was getting sabotaged.... strings breaking, cues forgotten, all this crap going on but we still managed to pull out a good show
or so we thought...
one of the guys running the show was there to review our live show and he was giving each of us little critiques.... mind you this guy is slimey I always appreciate constructive critiscm but I do get a bad vibe from this guy as we all do.. but we do like to work with him on certain things. But anyway he saved the worst for lil old me. I apparently lack energy in what I do up there .... but I was fucking pouring my soul into the screaming and singing and so if that wasn't good enough than perhaps I should just quit right now
and of course after that the cocky minds in our band took it as a defeat and couldn't stop moaning about certain things ... although I do agree with them on most of their arguements we always seem to forget that we are a really new band... we have a lot of promise being a band that blends the styles of poison the well with the styles of deftones and taproot ... we are hopefully creating something original by blending many different styles but on the indie scene if somone can't relate you to someone else than your fucked
and so maybe we are fucked
and as far as CD store girl goes (Brie and kelland .. and all you naysayers who have called me names.... and even to myself who also thinks Im being pathetic ... and a little obsessive and that scares me ..cuz Im not a psycho) Im gonna actively try to get something started, but then I don't think you guys understand the history but then I also think that Im dwelling too much on the past, but my plan is to go in there and just ask her for a CD and see how she handles it. To see if she remembers me to see if she cares and if she doesn't than Im gonna have to remind her.
blargh Im gonna be so nervous but hopefully soon I'll good ... or bad news to report ...closure to report
anyway thats all for now
music: Atreyu - The Crimson
mood: Blargh
We get there at 8 putting on our really friendly faces talked to a lot of the bands who seemed to reciprocate our friendship.
but we also learned a lot about 2-facedness
So anyway the first band goes on... and exact copy of Alexisonfire's first cd style. Not that thats a bad thing but they weren't really doing anything new. They were solid and tight but nothing special. The second band was this sorta Dashboard Confessional style dude singing with a bass player and a drummer. Meanwhile we are all cocky like we normally are... well I try not to be and I'd like to think I wasn't but some guys in the band think we are the greatest thing to music since sliced bread (I don't know how sliced bread applies to music but you get the idea)
So the last band before us goes on and their singer is the guy hosting the show. They were good I liked them they were like old new found glory.
but but the time they were done everyone was gone but our friends (4 of em who showed) and the two guys running the event. Easily our smallest crowd. But we still rocked out. At least until our stuff was getting sabotaged.... strings breaking, cues forgotten, all this crap going on but we still managed to pull out a good show
or so we thought...
one of the guys running the show was there to review our live show and he was giving each of us little critiques.... mind you this guy is slimey I always appreciate constructive critiscm but I do get a bad vibe from this guy as we all do.. but we do like to work with him on certain things. But anyway he saved the worst for lil old me. I apparently lack energy in what I do up there .... but I was fucking pouring my soul into the screaming and singing and so if that wasn't good enough than perhaps I should just quit right now
and of course after that the cocky minds in our band took it as a defeat and couldn't stop moaning about certain things ... although I do agree with them on most of their arguements we always seem to forget that we are a really new band... we have a lot of promise being a band that blends the styles of poison the well with the styles of deftones and taproot ... we are hopefully creating something original by blending many different styles but on the indie scene if somone can't relate you to someone else than your fucked
and so maybe we are fucked
and as far as CD store girl goes (Brie and kelland .. and all you naysayers who have called me names.... and even to myself who also thinks Im being pathetic ... and a little obsessive and that scares me ..cuz Im not a psycho) Im gonna actively try to get something started, but then I don't think you guys understand the history but then I also think that Im dwelling too much on the past, but my plan is to go in there and just ask her for a CD and see how she handles it. To see if she remembers me to see if she cares and if she doesn't than Im gonna have to remind her.
blargh Im gonna be so nervous but hopefully soon I'll good ... or bad news to report ...closure to report
anyway thats all for now
music: Atreyu - The Crimson
mood: Blargh
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Unless you magically have a bunch. Which is kind of like finding fucking magic means and growing a boner that's so big your girl can climb into heaven on it. Not to say that could never happen, but probably not today.
Did I mention I hate money? My utopian world has no money in it, whatsoever. All I ever want to do is give our jewelry away... ehme's the same... she also hates money. And spiders.