Sometimes I feel like Im gonna explode. This morning is one of those times. I pretend that its about a girl but really I just don't like the way my life is going right now and I don't see any signs of it improving. Hopefully 2004 improves. Maybe one day I'll tell her how I feel and ruin our friendship and never see her again and maybe the healing will begin with her out of my life. Sometimes I can swear I can feel her checking me out but that doesn't make sense due to her being in love with her 2 year boyfriend who will probably propose to her soon.
On another note ummm Im gonna go take a shower. c-ya everyone.
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Its hard to get up
when the days are this dull
its hard to find meaning when it can only
be seen with positive eyes
and therefore I am blind.
Maybe one day you'll know the truth
and maybe one day I'll let you know
whisper kindly in your ear and seal it with a kiss only felt in my greatest dreams
Suffer through my emotional phase
as I suffer through my emotional daze
You can't take things from your dreams
If you could I would take you
and wake up with you in my arms
every morning
Would it change so much if I could be honest with you?
You leave me weak and powerless
you said that was your favorite song
If I could write another, would you see it in such favor?
Or do I pat myself on the back as I walk away feeling your eyes peirce loving holes in my back.
wade through my emotional haze
as I suffer through my emotional days
You can't take things from your dreams
If you could I would take you
and wake up with you in my arms
every morning
Would it change so much if I could be honest with you?
Can I be your one
will I ever be the one for
you
(falling hard is always painful)
you
(I can never face you)
you
(knowing that you don't feel)
you
(like I do)
You can't take things from your dreams
If you could I would take you
and wake up with you in my arms
On another note ummm Im gonna go take a shower. c-ya everyone.
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Its hard to get up
when the days are this dull
its hard to find meaning when it can only
be seen with positive eyes
and therefore I am blind.
Maybe one day you'll know the truth
and maybe one day I'll let you know
whisper kindly in your ear and seal it with a kiss only felt in my greatest dreams
Suffer through my emotional phase
as I suffer through my emotional daze
You can't take things from your dreams
If you could I would take you
and wake up with you in my arms
every morning
Would it change so much if I could be honest with you?
You leave me weak and powerless
you said that was your favorite song
If I could write another, would you see it in such favor?
Or do I pat myself on the back as I walk away feeling your eyes peirce loving holes in my back.
wade through my emotional haze
as I suffer through my emotional days
You can't take things from your dreams
If you could I would take you
and wake up with you in my arms
every morning
Would it change so much if I could be honest with you?
Can I be your one
will I ever be the one for
you
(falling hard is always painful)
you
(I can never face you)
you
(knowing that you don't feel)
you
(like I do)
You can't take things from your dreams
If you could I would take you
and wake up with you in my arms
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anouck:
thanks
deanna:
i see somebody else is in a shitty situation almost similiar to mine...it sucks dude. don't kick yourself for "spilling" i dont mind and its good to be honest with yourself if nobody else. about your girl, its hard when there is a relationship involved, there are ways to say what you feel and not ruin it...but i definitely wouldnt leave it be.