scattershot

2 hour lull in moving practises before I have to start my clothes and cd packing. Getting the most important things together for the residence is tough work .. I mean what do I leave behind, what do I take with. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

so what better way than a journal. Unfortunatley its a slwo news day. but I will say this.. Im in a situation right now where I thought I was special to someone but it turns out that I don't think I am. Maybe Im being paranoid and this person totally means what shes saying but then I think weeeeellllll shes done this to a lot of people before so maybe Im not specail... I had this dream where she was comparing people in her life to cards in a deck and I was the 4 of clubs an altogether un-important card but a unique one...

so thats all I have to say I'll just leave you with this. An old favorite. I hope I can convince the band to cover it;

Hey, hey, hey, hey)

Won't you come see about me
I'll be alone dancing, you know it, baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out
And love's strange: so real in the dark
Think of the tender things
That we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart
When will I get any of your heart, baby?

[Chorus]
Don't you forget about me
Don't, don't, don't, don't
Don't you forget about me

Will you stand above me
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling
Rain keeps falling
Down, down, down
Will you recognize me
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling
Rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down

(Hey, hey, hey, hey)

Don't you try and pretend
It's my beginning
We'll win in the end
I won't harm you
Or touch your defences
Vanity, insecurity

Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone dancing, you know it, baby
Going to take you apart
I'll build us back together at heart, baby

[Chorus]
Don't you forget about me
Don't, don't, don't, don't
Don't you forget about me

As you walk on by
Will you call my name
As you walk on by
Will you call my name
When you walk away

[Chorus x2]
Oh, will you walk away
Will you walk on by
Come on, call my name
Will you call my name

(that was just to make the journal long, really hahaahahaha)