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Having a name beginning with S means that Im a hidden friend on some friends lists.

So whats goin down ya'll. I usually update after my journal goes to two pages but today I just felt like writting a new journal entry for you all to read and enjoy.. those of you who do enjoy them.

Remember when I said I was going to study...
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handsome_rob:
the other thing that scares me even more is that i suspect the "extremists" who were noted as wearing old iraqi army uniforms may be working for the u.s. government. what makes that so bad is that a) if anything gets nuked, it will have been us doing it to make someone else look bad; and b) that it is not an out-of-the-question assumption to make at this point.

i am beginning to fear that the era of any freedom may be comng to a close.
ayres:
Cigarettes are my friends biggrin
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This is the part where I say something witty to kick off a journal entry.

My room is covered in posters. Its a little less calming but I got this pale white plain colored wall that kinda makes me feel like Im in a nut house. But then theres nothing wrong with posters.

... angelina jollie keeps staring at me liking her lips tongue
.... Vincent...
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cereal_killer:
when milla is done being sultry on your walls could you send her over to my place?... i could use some sultry women on my walls.
ayres:
Im looking for old men that loves new flesh... you are new flesh, no problem if you cant buy me anything! I should buy you something but Im broke blackeyed
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If you're listening wha-o-o-o-o-Oh

I just realized how indifferent I am to the whole Halloween thing. A friend of mine today told me it was her favorite holiday. Then I told her my costume was that I was dressing up to be staying home and giving out candy. Thats when I realized that I don't really care about Halloween but I enjoy the concept of...
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ayres:
NO YOU ARE!
posh:
scary, but awesome!

i didn't know boston public was still on. i used to watch it every monday.
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Okay so Im finally getting used to hitting update your page and not edit preferences.

Im one helluva sore Scattershot. It seems every time I go to the gym I work myself silly and work every muscle so that I am so not moving later in the day. but my chest is tighter my arms are getting bigger and my butt is getting sexier.

Buried...
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cricket:
hahaha thay was really funny biggrin
faye:
Hey,

I just wanted to say thanks for the comment. That was really nice of you to say. I don't want to say "love" yet because it kinda scares me. He's awesome though, so unlike everyone else. Distance is why we're not together...I want to be, he doesn't and plus he's "doing his thing" like most 22 year old guys do I guess. He just doesn't want to be tied down or something. Broke my heart to hear that. Dunno...as much as it hurt me to hear what he said, he's awesome he cried because he knew he hurt me and he also said to give it time because he wasn't ruling out us getting together in the future. I'm just a princess in the way that I want what I want NOW *lol well, with this anyways. smile
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I am swimming outside of the school, and it scares me because I can't figure out why. Im dangerously close to swimming with the sharks instead. I am confused, I am vain, and I am desperate, take me or leave me, you wouldn't be the first. The grass is always greener on the other side, or in this case the water looks a little less...
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fenway:
i like you more and more every time i read a journal of yours....sure, give me directions to your house (dorm?) and i can whisk you away for awhile..esp since ill be getting my own pad soon.
today was one of those days that i wish i could have stayed in bed...goddamned red sox game went on past midnight..but they won!! smile
you have to have some fav sports moment...it doesnt have to be baseball related...
right now i am listening to The Explosion because I am going to see them with Social D on saturday night...excited!
love,
Lisa
faye:
They girls being hot is the best thing EVER...I'm totally all about Quinne...OMG...OMG OMG OMG!! *lol
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I wanna say thanks to everyone who gave me good words or a slap in the face to put me back in reality about my last entry

Ayres Thank you so much for your kidness and I love you more. kiss

Cereal_Killer You're right they aren't worth worrying about since once this school year ends I'll probably never see them again.

klonopin_chugger Thanks again for being...
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emma35:
school is stressing me out too. I don't officially have "midterms" but I did just have a chem test that I failed horribly (just like the first one.) I am tired of school and all the activities and stuff. I can't wait for the holidays!
ayres:
YOu deserve to have a profile pic cause you are damn gorgeous.
Thank you honney... Im on a bad day today.... I HATE this feeling... but It would leave me sooner.... thank you kiss
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Dear Diary
Dear Website
Dear people who read this

have you ever had a friend who through no fault of their own made you feel like the biggest loser in the world for being their friend.
for example I have a friend who is probably the most well liked person in the world. I mean I hang out with him and everybody like to talk...
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ayres:
Check yours sweetie! kiss
ayres:
I love you even more! kiss kiss
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So would you call this a cursed day.

1. I had three consecutive nightmares last night. Well I don't consider nightmares, nightmares cuz I embrace dreaming and don't fear it however I had one dream where friends of mine and myself were fighting a loosing battle against Jason from the friday the 13th series and I woke myself up before he snapped my head off...
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ayres:
Wow. I had a nightmare too...
And I have no money to buy you something... sorry! frown
kelland:
I usually have these dreams where I'm running late for some important engagement and for the life of me, something keeps preventing me from getting there. Those are like nightmares to me because I hate being late. Ha. I'm a nerd. surreal
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I have a wishlist now... go check it out (scroll down the page and click on it under my website for my comic book*)

Now that the obvious pimping of the wishlist is done, (and the comic I suppose) we can get down to biznass

thank you unique3 for finding my scavengerhunt items or at least 2 of them. Im probably gonna have to get...
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niobe:
Wow, that sounds amazingly good. I could eat pasta all day everyday it is my favorite thing ever. YUM!!! I made a meat-free roast, twice baked potatoes, peas, dinner rolls and stuffing. Just thinking about all the food I ate hurts me stomach. tongue
fenway:
hehehehe you are reminding me of DJ Vixx...she always says and writes "like woah"..only it's much cuter when you write it smile
i cant wait to see Team America this weekend.
-Lisa
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So thanksgiving (The Canada Edition) is over.

I had all these thoughts about what to say comming back or what not to say comming back.. but I did realize how much I like this website and how much I like the ability to write down my thoughts and have all these people analyze them and tell me good and bad things about them. Its fun....
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posh:
that movie is so great. i need to buy it.

good luck with the diet. all it takes is willpower. at least in my opinion. i gained like 10lbs in 6 months. which is a lot for my small frame. i'm getting it down. all thanks to a diet change. working out is not for me. it's so boring! do you have a workout buddy? heh. i guess guys don't have those.

don't see hidalgo. ever.

the wishlist thing is anonymous. when people order stuff, it doesn't tell them my address or name or anything. it's all hidden. and it's awesome.

cereal_killer:
yeah i'm probably leaning towards the house warming party... it helps that the friend is Kiscica... i can never seem to turn that girl down. smile we all know i feel most comfortable in TO.

if i go to that one then i'm gonna be in TO the weekend of the 23rd... maybe we should all try and get something together.
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I spend too much money... yeah big surprise eh.

Today was a good day...well a pretty good to great day. At least in the morning.

Im styling my hair and I wasn't getting it right... (Im very femme like when it comes to my hair... more than one friend of mine in real life has made that comment) but anyways theres a ring on the...
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ryan:
teh intarweb was created by me... you know this right? wink
klonopin_chugger:
why that story was bonerific!!!! eeek
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It was all supposed to be so easy, but I fouled on the DVD, couldn't get the money, and couldn't meet mom for tea.. I shoulda stayed in bed like I know how

hahah I just like that song. I had an awesome day today. If that damn package from Interpunk woulda come it woulda been one of the more phantastic days.

but I woke...
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ayres:
Yeah,yeah, kiddos are so unrespectfull lately...
tiamat:
what sg dating thing. is this something new?

xoxo tiamat