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I am so alone.

I haven't been this lonely in a long time. Almost a year...

There once was a girl, a girl who brightened the life of a young lad who'd lost all hope in life. He'd been locked away, and no one was with him. Before when he had been in locked away, he had someone there...someone to talk with. Now he had...
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poetik:
It's really sad, but I'm beginning to beleive that's just the way life is. When it comes to lonely and all related feelings, I feel the same way too often... frown

Sometimes, I just want to say fuck this life. But as unlikely as it may seem, I'm a fighter, and I'm letting anyone push me out of this until I'm ready to go. But sometimes, I'm so ready to go.

I know how if feels, and I'm sorry you had to find out for yourself.
poetik:
Where are you hiding? How are you?
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Before I begin, I must add in one random comment:

SLANG NAMES FOR A VAGINA #29:
-Roast Beef Curtains-
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I...

Am Sooooo....

FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, I did promise some people to go into semi-detail about my wild night with my friend Amber, but I'll have to do that later.

Today was too eventful for my liking. First, I had a business lunch with...
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loveSEX IS GOOD. love

I promised myself I wouldn't go into a load of detail on either journal, and a lot less then big detail on this one, but I *must* talk about last night!

If you want to see more detail on last night, then click that link.

Anyway. So I'm at home, flipping through numorus blank channels on my old-ass satellite tv, when I...
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poetik:
Now that's what I call a good day, or night. Hell, that was good! biggrin
poetik:
I don't even have any IM anymore since I moved frown the comp I was using wasn't mine. now I'm just stuck without it. sucks man! mad

At least, one of us is having fun! :p
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I officially name this date, the 9th of each month, DAN'S MONTHLY RANDOM LINKS DAY. Mwahaha.

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exosyphen.ro develops hacking simulation games, mostly all text-based. For the games Digital Hazard and Blue Sky, you can create mods (new games) with just notepad, but you must have the full version. I'm creating my own mod right now for Digital Hazard; if you want a...
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So apparently my friend is a "gift from Jesus Himself" to the world of wrestling, so says one insane-yet-wrestling great in Calgary.

After going to the first show (Friday evening) of Viva La Punk Rock at CBGB's, and leaving with no money due to the outrageous prices for beer, I spent the rest of the night sleeping on the floor of a room in St....
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poetik:
Well,. it sounds like your best friend made a good move by going to Canada! (as you so rightly said yourself).

Now sleeping on the floor in a stranger's home sounds like a party! Nothing puts me to bed like the sounds of others having sex. Why? because I don't think I'm too fond of sex if I'm not having it, so I'd have forced myself to sleep :p Sorry I couldn't make it to the concert though. If I'd read your post sooner, I'd have been there! Now that I live about 2 hours from NYC and an hour from WHite Plains, my outing options have become quite sorry frown

You're moving too? damn, everyone's leaving. But living with a pothead friend can't be bad at all! biggrin When is this move happening?

Good luck on the corset... getting ripped off never feels good.
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My best friend finally left for Canada today, to go wrestle. I couldn't even tell him goodbye to his face.

It's hard, you know, because I finally realize that him moving is the last step in us growing apart. Surely, we'll always be close, but this is the first step for the rest of his life, and mine. I decided I had to say goodbye...
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poetik:
Sucks when friends leave. IN my case, I'm usually the one going away frown

Ihaven't had a chance to get on this site again since my last post, so I missed your message. Thanks for the offer though! I finished moving out today. Now I live in a small town in Connecticut about an hour away from White Plains. Sucks! But I'll live. It's only temporary smile

Have fun at the show! Since you're going to see the battle, will you be like some sort of ref? :p
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This article...is HELL! mad

I've got it mapped out, but it's so unorganized. God, I need some help. But I ain't about to go crawling to the old man for anything besides editing and money.

Agh, I have too much shit to do.

Went to "In Your Skin" in Mahopec today, GREAT tattoo parlor. And they charge hardly anything, too, which is always nice. Thinking of...
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poetik:
And if YOU find out about any good small venue punk/metal shows, pray do share!

ANother reason why I hate writing when I have to. Because I actually have to follow some sort of order. if it was my own thing I was writing, I could do whatever I wanted and attribute it to creative license. Not so with an article... Damn rules.. mad

You got an address for that place in Mahopac? coz the only thing holding me back from more ink is the prices!!!
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Alright, so I might be thinking of changing my career of choice. I guess I'm at that semi-college part of life where I'm deciding on what to do when I still don't know what I want to do.

For those who don't know, I've been studying and taking Broadcasting courses for the past year, yes since the beginning of Senior year. It was the only...
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jaidee:
i feel as if i've seen you before. perhaps i have. we do live kinda close. odd. world inferno rocks!
jaidee:
hey doll. actually i'm across the river. but perhaps at some show.
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I don't ever remember myself being this happy. Ever. Never in my life.

I just went to the Irving Plaza show on September 20th. WORLD INFERNO FRIENDSHIP SOCIETY opens, then some Ukrainine band named, like, fucking Gogol Bordello goes on.

World Inferno blew them out of the mother fucking park.

I had All Access passes. So did my photographer. We chilled backstage, in the dressing...
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jena:
No need for room for me in the pit-no way. But last time i saw them i was backstage...nothing like that, tho! Lucky is an old friend so i'm sort of known to Pete and Semra but nothing big. I miss that band.
er:
"you can wish in one hand and crap in the other, and see which hand fills up first..."

if you wanna swim, swim!
i didn't go this morning, sometimes 530am on mondays is rough. i'll go tonight though.
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For all those wondering, the interview went extremely well...

Ah, but there are PROCEDURES to take now, for there is always a price for good fun. Mine is what we folk call a "hangover". Too much Cider.

Jack was fun. Jack, even though not being much like he is on stage, still seems to retain the sacastic-yet-down to earth type humor. It was good times....
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poetik:
Lunch would be cool. we'll figure somthing out. Enjoy your weekend!
eyesplice:
You guys are killing me! I went to High School in White Plains, and I lived with a girl in Scarsdale! I used to live in Ardsley.
I thought Scarsdale banished guys with lip rings, to, like, White Plains...!?
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Early post...

I'm interviewing Jack Terricloth t'day!!! love love

Alright, so I'm probably gonna fuck up real bad during the interview, but it's not even SO important to the article I'm writing on the World Inferno, Jack's band. Plus, the wine we'll be having should loosen me up quite a bit. wink

Anyway, I'll post something else later. WISH ME LUCK!
poetik:
Good luck with the interview! (If it were me, I'd be sure to loosen up smile can't say no to wine biggrin )
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So I had a long day, and I'm too tired to go over completely, so I'm just gonna highlight the "important" things.

I got into yeat *another* horrible fight with my father. This one left me chasing his car in socks at their house. I broke my toe in the process. Yes, it's broken. I'm sure of it. I can FEEL the fracture.

Went over...
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