I sat for a long time just staring at the cursor blinking on the screen of this blog. I knew I wanted to write about something that means a lot to me, but I wasn't feeling ready to bare my soul just yet. As this horrid year ends(most seem to agree about '16) and i look back on everything that's happened around me, I begin to ask the same question I think most would ask "Is next year going to be any better?" I find no answers other than I'm just going to make the best of it. It hasn't got me very far, so I wonder what is it that I could do to make it different? I do my best to just be overall kind to everyone, and help whomever I can, hoping that all this negative energy will pass over. I end up just spreading myself thin, not really doing anything for me, because I'm so busy doing things for others. I end this blog with a lot of questions, when is enough enough? How do I learn to care about myself the way I do others? and when does positive vibes replace the negative ones? I'm hoping someone understands what I'm going through, and that I don't just sound weird. Hopefully someone else can shed light on this for me.
