scarlet_goddess

THE DATING GAME
How awkward and odd it can be at times
i hate it
I dont know why I bother really
who am I fooling, im just not into anyone like that
and I feel I am leading them on...
I know my heart isnt in it, then I feel like asshole because I never like them as much they seem to me, nor do I really have the time for them anyway..
Yer I still make myself do it and try....... I dont know what it is
I just cant be bothered wasting my time, but for some reason I still force myself to try and give it a shot.
How awkward it is at times, the 'dating' someone you dont know that well, and when they try and touch, hold, or kiss you, that uncomfortable moment when they crave sign of some sort to go ahead with what they desire... bless em..

Thus the impossible princess I am...

I know no other way to be and can never deny the core of me..


I really must stop flirting with my staff at work, but i just cant help it, and in that sort of enviroment it just comes naturally.. I think I have a crush on one of my girls.
I must try and kerb and monitor that.. I promised the owners when I took the job again that I would refrain from 'intimate staff relations', so I must try and use all the self disciplin I have for that..........

i think i can, i think i can, i think i can, i think i can......



me and some of the girls at work;-