Fuck em all....
I wish that in my sleep, when I eventually wake, I would wake up somewhere totally different.
When will my pegasus arrive to take me away to my castle...
Another weekend passed - which means little to me but long hours of work, sleep deprivation, overwhelming tolerance on my behalf, and practically babysitting duties... the club takes its toll over time, night work does that in general.. but people like thy only come out night.... at the same time I know there is no more perfect a job for someone as I. & I do love it and appreciate it.. as they do me...
Sometimes it feels like I am either getting too old for this shit, or its getting too young for me....
But I am constantly privy to a side of life that can seem a little too dark and negavtive when that occupies the majority of your surroundings, not by choice, but unavoidable direction that is due....
I had 2 people OD in the club again this weekend.. always young girls, it hurts me to see it, I want to shake some sense into them...
Seems common sense and basic logic is rare nowadays.. instant gratification is meant to be enjoyed, if it gets to the point where you can no longer function in any appropriate way well that is when I think when should call it halt and analyse the circumstances of the failure.
Ingestives should be relished and appreciated, what created the vast differences for this is the reasons one has for taking it, well at least thats what makes sense to me...
And I am in no postion to judge another either way....
on the brighter side, no fights there this weekend which is a pleasant change, that could be reduced as of now due to the metal detector recently installed at the entry doors.
its sad thats its come to this point in our generation where one even has to consider these things in what is supposed to be a fun and social event nightclubbing and going out with your friends...
Last weekend I walked out the club after work and there was a body on the road, everything was blocked off and a blanked over the deceased body, i found out thru the news he was just a 31 year old man out with his mates clubbing, not hurting anybody, its just not fair... the night before that outside the club a guy got stabbed to death, again I happened to be in the office at the time and saw it on the camera's, as quick as I could call the police and get down there to try and do something, the victim was already on the floor in a pool of blood and the guy who stabbed him was nowhere to be found... another life wasted for no good reason...
I think I need a holiday..
I should try and make it to Munich for Oktoberfest..
that would fix all woe's...
or a week in amsterdam at least...
thank goodness the weekend is over and I can now sleep it off.
and spend my week reading in the bath and attempting to publish various novels, insights, writtings and what not, there is never enough time in day.. and I say this with chronic insomnia so sleep takes little of the days 24 hour duration in my existance...
thank god for red wine, smokes and b-grade horrors and corny adult cartoons and things such as meet the feebles... and on that call, it sounds like a plan to me, so that I shall do right now.
Time for me my goblet of red wine, and various smoking substances, and meet the feebles to reunite once again...
farwell my lovlies and do hope your weekend was much more exciting than mine....
I wish that in my sleep, when I eventually wake, I would wake up somewhere totally different.
When will my pegasus arrive to take me away to my castle...
Another weekend passed - which means little to me but long hours of work, sleep deprivation, overwhelming tolerance on my behalf, and practically babysitting duties... the club takes its toll over time, night work does that in general.. but people like thy only come out night.... at the same time I know there is no more perfect a job for someone as I. & I do love it and appreciate it.. as they do me...
Sometimes it feels like I am either getting too old for this shit, or its getting too young for me....
But I am constantly privy to a side of life that can seem a little too dark and negavtive when that occupies the majority of your surroundings, not by choice, but unavoidable direction that is due....
I had 2 people OD in the club again this weekend.. always young girls, it hurts me to see it, I want to shake some sense into them...
Seems common sense and basic logic is rare nowadays.. instant gratification is meant to be enjoyed, if it gets to the point where you can no longer function in any appropriate way well that is when I think when should call it halt and analyse the circumstances of the failure.
Ingestives should be relished and appreciated, what created the vast differences for this is the reasons one has for taking it, well at least thats what makes sense to me...
And I am in no postion to judge another either way....
on the brighter side, no fights there this weekend which is a pleasant change, that could be reduced as of now due to the metal detector recently installed at the entry doors.
its sad thats its come to this point in our generation where one even has to consider these things in what is supposed to be a fun and social event nightclubbing and going out with your friends...
Last weekend I walked out the club after work and there was a body on the road, everything was blocked off and a blanked over the deceased body, i found out thru the news he was just a 31 year old man out with his mates clubbing, not hurting anybody, its just not fair... the night before that outside the club a guy got stabbed to death, again I happened to be in the office at the time and saw it on the camera's, as quick as I could call the police and get down there to try and do something, the victim was already on the floor in a pool of blood and the guy who stabbed him was nowhere to be found... another life wasted for no good reason...
I think I need a holiday..
I should try and make it to Munich for Oktoberfest..
that would fix all woe's...
or a week in amsterdam at least...
thank goodness the weekend is over and I can now sleep it off.
and spend my week reading in the bath and attempting to publish various novels, insights, writtings and what not, there is never enough time in day.. and I say this with chronic insomnia so sleep takes little of the days 24 hour duration in my existance...
thank god for red wine, smokes and b-grade horrors and corny adult cartoons and things such as meet the feebles... and on that call, it sounds like a plan to me, so that I shall do right now.
Time for me my goblet of red wine, and various smoking substances, and meet the feebles to reunite once again...
farwell my lovlies and do hope your weekend was much more exciting than mine....
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there are good points as well
that was one of those days when they did not seem as prominant at the time..
but nevertheless
its just like most clubs really
its just the things they dont usually speaks of
its not uncommon at all
I am in a pretty dim and conservative part of australia where such crime is not as overlly high or common as it is in other places at all, just like any other country, but it does happen, and it is sad
and that was a day where it just got to me
being a precious little cancer sensative to all around me, and feeling everything with intensity...
thus is life...