alright im feeling alittle better...and sorry for posting another entry again today but i need to keep myself busy soooo...sorry. i bought a book today (It's Called A Break Up Because Its Broken) lol i read about 30 pages and i do kinda feel better... found something else to keep me busy also..i rented some movies from blockbuster.... 200 Cigarettes, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Friday, Donnie...
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god i cant sit in my room for more than 10 minutes without crying....why cant i get over him??? i cant eat hardly anything i have a hard time sleeping now....and now i have 2 weeks off of work and no one to spend it with 
toodrunktosee:
Girl!! you look too good to be moping arround because of some dude. Although it always helps feeling bad over somebody in order to get over it. But hey what the fuck do i know.
Hope you get over whatever is ailing you!!!
Hope you get over whatever is ailing you!!!
okay i accidently posted my journal entry too many times and now i cant erase the entries so if you want to know why my day has been so shitty its like 2 entries before this one sorry
mjh76:
Well, long distance stuff is hard. I am not sure what not being able to move in together has to do with it. Obviously when he is @ sea he dosn't get the chance to do that with anyone. He may be trying to just get out or he cares enough to want youto be happy. He may think that can''t happen with he and you not being able to live together for years. I'd talk to him about what you both want. Remember a relationship is about emotion, not distance. Find where he stands.
Guys can just be dicks too.
Guys can just be dicks too.
face4radio:
I hurts me to know that you are so sad. You shouldn't have to feel that miserable especially over a boy. I have no real advice for you except to take a vacation... to Baltimore. 666Irish and I will take you out, introduce you to some of the local suicide kitties and we will rock this town!!! Say the word and we will make it happen.
well today has just been horrible havent gotten any sleep yet..... Travis doesnt want to see me anymore he's also getting sent to Iraq in a month. i feel like shit and cant stop crying...
havent gotten any sleep yet..... Travis doesnt want to see me anymore he's also getting sent to Iraq in a month. i feel like shit and cant stop crying...
mjh76:
Is it that he doesn't want to see you cause he is leaving?
still sick 
went and got the brazilian bikini wax today instead of tomorrow 
my god! that fucking hurt like hell...i got a big long bruise from it too but hey it was worth it 
took my sister to get the back of her neck pierced 
and thats all i did today 
went and got the brazilian bikini wax today instead of tomorrow my god! that fucking hurt like hell...i got a big long bruise from it too but hey it was worth it took my sister to get the back of her neck pierced and thats all i did today
face4radio:
What are the chances of some pix of the bruise?
Are you still sick? Every journal you have you are sick. Drink some OJ or somethin.
Are you still sick? Every journal you have you are sick. Drink some OJ or somethin.
well yeah im sick had to take half a vacation day friday for my boss to send me home sick.... i think i almost fainted at work, then she dicided i should go home lol.....thats never happened before ( the almost fainting thing i mean)
gots two new shirts from heavyred.com yesterday feel like hell and i have to work tomorrow
had to take half a vacation day friday for my boss to send me home sick.... i think i almost fainted at work, then she dicided i should go home lol.....thats never happened before ( the almost fainting thing i mean)
gots two new shirts from heavyred.com yesterday
feel like hell and i have to work tomorrow
face4radio:
Awww. I'm sorry you feel sick again. Many hugs and kisses until you feel better 
well today sucked i think im getting sick again! Mushroomhead tickets came in the mail yesterday im not allowed to call in sick for work cause they say ive missed too many days to get this promotion i wanted so now i cant call in sick for the next four months thats fun! its snowing once again 
i think im getting sick again! Mushroomhead tickets came in the mail yesterday im not allowed to call in sick for work cause they say ive missed too many days to get this promotion i wanted so now i cant call in sick for the next four months thats fun! its snowing once again fuck! fuck! fuck! its been snowing for about 3 hours now, fucking big ass chunks of snow!! its burying my car! now i aint gonna go out at all today, its too damn cold! lol i finally finished putting together this new cute little computer desk! i put a pic of it on here lol...im a dork but im soo proud of myself! it took...
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its burying my car! now i aint gonna go out at all today, its too damn cold! lol i finally finished putting together this new cute little computer desk! i put a pic of it on here lol...im a dork but im soo proud of myself! it took... Read More
danhazelton:
ill prob be at the mushroomhead show too. you should say hi.
face4radio:
Don't feel bad that it took you so long, those desks are like Oragami to assemble.
Youre allright Kid!!