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Wednesday Feb 08, 2012

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Welp, I'm doing a shoot in a dungeon tonight for my website, I only wish I had a victim to drag in with me. On a more serious note, (the dungeon bit allowed be to segue into this) I shoot so much crazy fetish stuff I have no desire to ermmmm experiment in real life because I've had to desensitize a part of myself. When I start having having sex in real life I get really shy because there has to be these two separate dichotomies of my personality and I can't get past whatever this wall is to be myself. Wow, I suck at explaining personal things. My only solution is to open up some dialog with my boyfriend.

Here's a photo my friend took of me in the Goat Farm Coffee shop.



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andthen:
I think it's fair to wonder about what sex is about, particularly in this day and age.
If you have a thoughtful boyfriend, it should not be too difficult for him to reassure you that there are indeed some old-school baseline emotions which can underline the thing.

Ones within which a person feels right and safe.
Feb 8, 2012
toxic:
That shoot sounds hot! How did it turn out?!
Feb 9, 2012

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