scarlaa

I had a seriously amazing, life-changing experience. The world and everything around me feels new and fresh. I feel like I'm being reborn and tearing down walls that I spent 20 years building and fortifying. It's rather scary, but it's got to be healthier than ignoring, repressing, suppressing, and being generally emotionally dead. I still have a long way to go but at least it's a start. I also promise to never post anything about feelings ever again because this is slightly vomitorious. <3