scandi_rose

You know now that i think about it . you can't make every one happy can you.? even if i could i would rather not. the hell with it! Pity trip not on your life. i really dont give a rats arse what people think. i only know what i feel . and right now i am fighting many different emotions. Depressed? yes i am but then again i think most people would be if they had there doctor tell them surgery or 10 years left. yes surprise surprise thats what i am dealing with. yeah we all die someday dont we . maybe thats why i am not posting pics you think?
it isnt fun when you want to have a life , get out and do stuff ect. and you are so zombied by meds your lucky to stay awake 6 hours at time. honestly i'm pretty mad. there is only a very small handfull of people in my life who even understand what i am dealing with. to them i say thank you and I love you. just right now i really dont need to have people tell me i am lazy and good for nothing because i totally am not anywhere like that at all. and it really pisses me off that some people, including my family, think that.