saviorette

secretary.

a movie that was highly recommended to me by several people. because of maggie g. and other reasons.

it shot it's way to my number one position on my favorite films list.

it's all about connection for a movie.

secretary.



and four peas.

i'm sick.
and hating it.

i just had a sneeze that nearly blew out my back.

well, what the fuck ever. i'm heading out to florida in less than a month so that should make me feel the least bit better.

One of these days

When you're alone at home, watching a late night show
You'll think about that one girl
The one who opened her heart up to you and only you
The one who treated you like a king
The one who loved you

One of these days

When you're home alone after turning off the tv
You'll think about how you treated that...
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grocery stores are more interesting that i initially thought it to be. i usually walked in with a frustrated sigh but today was different. today i walked in with both eyes open, not knowing why.

there was a lady and her elderly mother. i saw the mother's walker in the cart she was pushing. at first i thought, 'what the hell is she doing pushing...
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still looking for the silver lining...

there's always a silver lining...

this artificial happiness just isn't cutting it anymore.
you drink, swallow and smoke and hope everything that happens afterwards is a blessing from a god. but it's just a way of singing hymns to satan.
all you want is something pure: one clean day, the joy of hearing the ones you care for, the ability of believe in love again.








i'm out for the count.

eventually everything falls apart.


in the end, all you can do is stand there with some duct tape and the intent to do some damage control.

the boyfriend's birthday gifts:

a cake.
a posterboard covered in post-its with reasons why i dig him, inside jokes and memories.
a copy of a clockwork orange.
a monkey keychain straight from the nihon.