saviorette

i'm sick as fuck.

after about half a dozen mugs of tea, a night of just sitting in, watching law and order and babying from friends, i'm still sick as ever.

*i think i'm bad luck for the boy.

Brown and Agile Child


Brown and agile child, the sun which forms the fruit
And ripens the grain and twists the seaweed
Has made your happy body and your luminous eyes
And given your mouth the smile of water.

A black and anguished sun is entangled in the twigs
Of your black mane when you hold out your arms.
You play in the sun as...
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i've always hated rodents but i had a conversation with the boy and i suffer from rodentophobia. he was mentioning how much he loves them and i gagged because i kept thinking about them too much.
and to top things off, i was driving on the road today and saw a rat run across the road. i screamed and nearly veered off the road. my...
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i went to pick him up and he walked out with a neck brace and a huge fuckin' cast. and further into the evening, i discovered a swollen elbow, multiple scratches and sore ribs. i could never be that sympathetic girlfriend who's always like "oh baby, this" or "oh baby are you okay?". i don't know what it is. everytime he said something stupid, i...
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holy shitty fuck.

i just wrote an extremely long and detailed entry only to have it vanish. i want to fuckin' slap technology in the face sometimes. sometimes.

i welcome everyone to shit all over my yesterday.

+my friend gets a ticket while driving my car.
+my best friend comes to pick me up for lunch after having not seen each other for over a month, despite living on the same damn island. she does so to reveal to me that she's going active instead of reserve and doesn't plan on coming back...
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what?

everything my parents wanted for me; everything i thought i never wanted:

i swear my heart's going to jump out of my chest.
*i fuckin' hate the military. taking the best guys away from me.

love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind; and therefore is winged cupid painted blind.