saviorette

things are on the up. thank god. i'm registered for school. literature, communications, geography and contemporary social problems.
this weekend was the shit. most fun i've had in a long time.

the shit is undeniably hitting the fan.

exhaustion. stress. anxiety attacks.

and i just told someone i was perfectly fine and happy.

i only lie once in awhile, so spare me.

it's been an unbelievably good week.

+more time spent with the marine. his family and i are getting along great. they're trying to convince us to get together. chris and me get together? nah. they've made me dinner for the past week or so. and you can tell by looking in their fridge. chris' little brother would say, "why are there so many damn vegetables?"...
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things are on the up for once.

+chris is back. i consider him my best friend now considering all he's done for me. just when i think i'm down for the count, he's right there making me feel like a princess. although he's been gone for three months for basic training for the marines, it seems like he never really left. the both of us...
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A CHAMORRO SG!

I'M WETTING MY GRASS SKIRT!

i lurv her.
Andromeda

yaya

he and i can breathe a little easier now.
with other news...
"are you in love with me?"
"wha? what would, uh, make you ask that?"
"i just hope you're not because it'll only be tougher when i leave."

shit fuckin' sucks.
the guard is let down only to be presented with yet another reason to put it back up.

"New"

Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
And I can't believe I've had this chance now
Don't let it go away

New, you're so new
You, you're new
And I never had this taste in the past
New, you're so new

My normal hesitation is gone
And I really...
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two of my childhood friends are pregnant. which has me thinking about a kid. i coincidentally came across a baby book with bible names. and here are my top names...

Gideon
Jeshua
Amalie
Helena
Maguerite

since the seattle best friend has come back i've been returning to my roots as for friends. i must admit that there's nothing better than having friends with a history...
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news flash!
i ended up cracking his rib.

tonight's a huge grad party for my two cousins. so everyone is on ultra-anal-mode. expect rants later.
-everyone meets the crippled tonight.

by the way, my best friend spent her birthday in the slammer. or at least the most of it. i'm ready to kick some seventeen-year-old ass.

*long fuckin' sigh.

things are good.
spending time with people who have expiration dates on guam suck.
oceana and ernest left. it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be.
best friend jenn comes back in a day. it provides some comfort when everyone seems to be leaving me.
at least for a little bit until she leaves again.
did i mention that living on an island...
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my car is out of commission.
i'm in debt with school.
i have a ridiculous late fee from the library.
oceana and ernest leave in less than a week for mass.
i'm sick as fuck.