I am beyond done. I am tired of being in pain and tired of being sick. I am so upset with Jason because he's not doing shit to help so I end up pushing myself to do what needs to be done and it's making me worse. I got into a huge fight with him because of everything. I am nervous for my appointment on Monday. I can feel all the hard stuff in my belly and it's not getting better which means they need to find a way to get to those areas. Ugh..I just want to be better. 
justrodan:
just keep going, it'll happen 