it is ok though because now she is dancing above us in the starrs with our friend Kittie who passed away a couple years back as well. they are now not alone. also tomorrow is my best friends birthday. he has now been gone for 3 years. its so crazy how much time goes by and how growing up i never thought id loose this many people this young in my life. it has really got me to the point of thinking of everything i have done and everyone who has ever had a part in my life. not a day goes by where i dont hear about some travesty going on in the world far away, close by, in a friends family or even my own. its crazy. please people. dont take anything for granted. and life is way way too short to hold grudges. please remember you could be mad at someone and hold a grudge and the next moment they could be gone. please, try to forgive and forget and have more good memories than bad. i have learned it the hard way. even with having my ex who was abusive towards me and crazy and i should never want to speak to him again.. i still forgive him and just want him to be happy. i love him for all the good he did and he did teach me alot and has helped me grow up but i still let it go. we need to all forgive and forget. no matter the consequence. some people are just sick and they dont know right from wrong. it isnt their fault. its just in their nature. look past it because we are all human and we all do need love and support. in any form. people please be areful on those roads out there. and please watch where you drive and make sure youre not texting and driving, also, please watch what you say to people. words can hurt way more than physical abuse. i love you all and sorry this blog was a little all over the place. im a bit of a wreck and just needed to get things off my chest.
