savagesith

i know you expect to see me bitching , or ranting about something that pisses me off, but not this time, i am actually quite happy right now..................... scarry huh?........................
i went on a date tonight with an old friend , i have had a crush on for like 3 years or so. first off , i hate to admitt it, but i am really shy in person, so i am ususally miserable on first dates (even if i an friends with the person). but tonight i wasnt, i actually i was at first but relaxed very quickly, and had a great time dinner was awesum, then we went to see Ultra Vilette which wasnt as good as i expected,but that was ok, because i still had a great time.we left the movie at like 11:30 pm and then set in my car in front of her house talking till like 2:00am it was killer. finally i worked up the nerve to kiss her , it was one of the best kisses , i have ever had. then we talked some more and i walked her to the door and kissed her good night. i am in total awe, i dident even get laied , and it was the best time i have had in months.... and even better she wants to go out again. i a m on cloud 9.

hope you all werent too dissapointed to read a happy post from me for a change.......... later