...5.6.06 attended a party for sopanacious for her birthday... her legs looked really hot in that skirt. made new friends. lots of kissing. got a drunken phone call in the wee hours of the morning. awkward fumblings of words on the phone. given a "free" question, anything i want to ask. and i couldn't think of one fucking thing to ask, except do you love me? to a man who is only my friend. but i want him to love me. i want them all to love me. love me! adore me! 
he doesn't love me yet, but give him time.
he doesn't love me yet, but give him time.