saturn1

HAH! im at home tonight cleaning , trying to relax and get bills and shit in order. have vh1 on in the background because it's got some hip hop thing going on. sort of listening, folding clothes and turn around, who's on it? my friend... J-U-ICE ... i love that guy ! talking about all sorts of things, but seeing him freestyle in a car with michigan ave in the background made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. lazy-eyed gooof

everything is kicking my ass. im being hard on myself about my job and what i need to get done. the problem being that when im being hard on myself i dont get alot done because i get in super-perfectionist stealth mode and NOTHING is good enough. need to get my portfolio kickass NOW. stop talking about it. stop getting frustrated and stopping whatever im working on. gotta just get it done.

anyways. back to cleaning.