saturn1

i don't really care for baseball, but DETROIT WILL FUCKING OWN

thats about it. workin a lot. fearing my reaction to the real cold because i'm acting like an asshole about the cold now and it's not even cold yet. realizing i've lost 20 lbs , whoa not cool !

starting to feel less alienated from my surroundings and happier w/ my choices. i feel like an idiot realizing a that i read the character of a seattle somebody wrong and that he's probably just a foolish asshole that isn't worth my time. it's humbling to be almost 30 and realize that i still give some people too much credit and others - not enough. i'm sad that it appears i've lost a friendship without really trying, though.

i get to see my mom this weekend and in a couple more go home {for the first time in 10 months yeeea}

i'm so smoking cigars and instigating fights and drinking bourbon with people that i've know for more than 1 million years. fuck! i can't wait.

i think i'm going to new york for my 30th b-day. that should be interesting.

& i get to see peanut butter wolf, j-rocc & madlib in a week. wharhoooo