God. It's 2:30 and I can't sleep. Decided to write. I spend more time lately on SG than my usual haunts, so I figured what the hell. Got a lot on my mind. Put on a good mix and away we go...
So on to the stuff on my mind...
A girl of course... I can't stop thinking of my girlfriend... Geez, I feel like I am in junior high. But here I lie, unable to sleep, thinking of her every waking moment. I miss her. Work schedules are opposite right now: I work days, she works nights. I have my kids right now, so I can't sneak away to see her at the moment... she isn't working tonight. I don't have my kids for a week starting tomorrow, but she works the next couple nights and then flies out for the entire weekend first thing Friday morning and that has me feeling a little blue.
I just miss her and want to be with her. I guess I have to just be patient. I just can't her out of my mind. I miss her most on nights like this when I wake up and she is not besides me, her luscious legs wrapped around me, both of us intertwined like a coil of snakes... mmmm... I have just become so attached to her, and it is driving me crazy.I am really missing her and it has me feeling pretty blue at the moment. A good friend once told me not too long ago that I should not place a girl on a pedestal, because there is only one way for her to go from there. That I should take my time and just let things progress naturally. That's the problem... I only know how to love one way, that's all in, diving headfirst into a swimming pool of emotion whether there water in there or not... I am madly in love with this girl. Such is the nature of a Scorpio: intense raw emotion, passionate creatures ruled by the heart rather than the mind at times... is that a bad thing? All I know is that I am stuck here at home, and all I want is to be cuddled up with her. I miss the fact that when I am lying with her, the outside world just melts away and disappears, and I am so happy. Everything feels perfect, and there is only her and I. God I miss that right now.
Miss you C
So on to the stuff on my mind...
A girl of course... I can't stop thinking of my girlfriend... Geez, I feel like I am in junior high. But here I lie, unable to sleep, thinking of her every waking moment. I miss her. Work schedules are opposite right now: I work days, she works nights. I have my kids right now, so I can't sneak away to see her at the moment... she isn't working tonight. I don't have my kids for a week starting tomorrow, but she works the next couple nights and then flies out for the entire weekend first thing Friday morning and that has me feeling a little blue.
I just miss her and want to be with her. I guess I have to just be patient. I just can't her out of my mind. I miss her most on nights like this when I wake up and she is not besides me, her luscious legs wrapped around me, both of us intertwined like a coil of snakes... mmmm... I have just become so attached to her, and it is driving me crazy.I am really missing her and it has me feeling pretty blue at the moment. A good friend once told me not too long ago that I should not place a girl on a pedestal, because there is only one way for her to go from there. That I should take my time and just let things progress naturally. That's the problem... I only know how to love one way, that's all in, diving headfirst into a swimming pool of emotion whether there water in there or not... I am madly in love with this girl. Such is the nature of a Scorpio: intense raw emotion, passionate creatures ruled by the heart rather than the mind at times... is that a bad thing? All I know is that I am stuck here at home, and all I want is to be cuddled up with her. I miss the fact that when I am lying with her, the outside world just melts away and disappears, and I am so happy. Everything feels perfect, and there is only her and I. God I miss that right now.
Miss you C