satanspetcat

To whoever bought me a 3 month gift card, thank you ver much!

I have compiled a list of people that I regret not having had a more physical relationship with.

I'm not sure if this is because I really want to be with any of them or if I am simply more masochistic then I had originally believed.

"Can I sell a sunrise in return for a sunset?"

Her Boy, October

Some picturesque scene, right
over eerie blue-green lamps,
throw ghastly shadows cross faces
squinting. Lying beyond mans'
vision, roads lacking lights
and denying destinations.

Maps do no good out here,
creases created to cover names;
places lost long before my eyes
looked upon this winding street.

But behind this fence I lack direction,
let alone destination. Stagnant
dreams die, not yet reborn...
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She said to me, "Where have you been?"

"Working on my car. My axle seal is leaking."

Parents: The Anti-Drug
What fallacy will advertisers invent next?

I just want my friends back.

I just want my life back.

I want to be happy.

Cars will save my life one day.

Or they will kill me.

If anyone would like to donate money to my addiction of making beautiful cars, please don't hesitate to drop me a line and I'll totally give you my address so you can cut me a check.

I've got two of the stupid things (cars, not checks, unfortunately). One is black. I've generally regarded...
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I personally would like the rollercoaster to stop.

It's making me sad.

Then happy.

Then sad.

Then really happy.

Then really sad.

Then happy.

Then...

I like my profile pictures.

I have a tendency to listen to music that makes me really sad. Apparently this could qualify me as "emo" but since I don't wear eyeliner (all the time) or a bandana around my neck (and never will and want to use it to strangle the kids who do), it doesn't.

But, you should listen to the following songs, 1)Because...
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Almost every movie has a flashback. Far from being an original concept anymore, it's more of a necesity to break the monotany that sometimes overcomes modern viewers. That or their boredom indicates that it's about time to shoot someone.

*45 minutes later*

Holy shit, I was writing a journal update. I had a really good idea for one.

Maybe later I guess. *shrug*

I'm starting a media company.

Right now.

Like, I officially am starting a media company. I already have my first project on the boards. I will not answer to anyone in this life, I'm sick and tired of expectations and having to disappoint people over and over again.

I will take the things that I love and do them. FUCK school. FUCK grade. FUCK the...
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The last thing I wrote was overwrought, overthought, and generally not very good. When in the moment honesty breaks down into exagerated recollections that eventually amount between a poor mix of truth and sensationalism, it's generally just bad.

So, among other things, I've found out that I have been mistaken for the past few months, and that I do not have the parental support that...
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