Thank you everyone for your empathy and words of encouragement!!! Today has been much better, I have filed information to possibly work on a second degree either another b.s or a masters degree, as well as researching starting my business. Meanwhile I'm going to be taking a VERY different career path and get into property preservation which I think will give me the solace of accomplishing something at the end of the day along with a bit of a workout!
I now feel a little more confident that things will be okay, and that I will come out of this situation a better happier person! (don't be fooled though it's still absolutely heart breaking...)
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