satansangel

stayed numb all day, went to the bar where I laughed, but it was a hollow laugh, one that has no real happiness behind it. I will wake up in the morning and put on that face the one that says I'm okay, when really I'm not sure how I am. I know that it will be okay, I know that it's for the best, but that doesn't make it hurt any less.

I spent so much time trying not to love him, to only love him in the end anyways.... The tears have gone, and now I'm just numb.

Ruined