sassypants

basically,the reason that I havn't nor will I ever apply to be a sg, is because I'm chubby, see profile. I think sg takes girls that aren't like, stick super model thin but i'm not like, anything like any of them. I mean. you know. I'm actually chubby. i think its obvious. I mean not that I'm saying there is anything wrong with being this way. don't get me wrong, i'm not dogging myself or anything. I'm just saying, i'm not sg material. Myfriend elissa was saying I should create an sg like site for chubby chicks and see if sg could be our sister site. and then my friend elizabeth was telling me i should submit my pic anyways because there are lots of boys out there who like chubby modded weird chicks like me and blah blah and i'd have lots of fan bois and blah blah. haha. the truth is. I like attention but I don't know if i likeit *that* much hehe. at any rate, i doubt i'd make the cut regardless anyhow. but thats ok its not a big deal anyways, this is just a general reply to the several of you who asked me why i didn't sign up to be a suicide girl.

I ended up having an extra busy day, and i'm still busy as hell. I need to go be busy some more before i go to bed. but i'm sitting here being lazy. i guess i should stop tying and start doing. it sucks sometimes being a single mom/college student etc. I need to find a job in the worst way possible too. thats going to make things even harder. I need someone to come live with me and pay all my bills and do everything for me in exchange for sex or something haha. hmm.

i'm a pervert. I still can't get cemetry gates out of my head.
Its been in there for a long time now....I mean god, the smiths is one of my favorite bands but i just have that one line stuck in myhead over and over again.

"A dreaded sunny day
So I meet you at the cemetry gates
Keats and Yeats are on your side
While Wilde is on mine "

Its driving me nuts.
Lol