today I quit my job and found a new one that is paying me $10/hour.
Wait, no I didn't...i must have just been dreaming. Although certain job-related events today have inspired me to look for another job, which I will start doing tomorrow when I go to the bank.
I can't wait to get done moving...Saturday the 11th will be the big moving day, I'm sure I'll totally be at home by the end of the weekend. I think it's time for a new car, and a new job.
It's really, really frustrating to feel really strongly about something, but unable to voice your feelings on the matter. I am suffering from this. However, I am happy about leaving my smelly apartment. And you know what else? Fuck my job.
Wait, no I didn't...i must have just been dreaming. Although certain job-related events today have inspired me to look for another job, which I will start doing tomorrow when I go to the bank.
I can't wait to get done moving...Saturday the 11th will be the big moving day, I'm sure I'll totally be at home by the end of the weekend. I think it's time for a new car, and a new job.
It's really, really frustrating to feel really strongly about something, but unable to voice your feelings on the matter. I am suffering from this. However, I am happy about leaving my smelly apartment. And you know what else? Fuck my job.
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Ya know it is cool, what you said. really appreciate it. I have prettymuch come to a point where i want the emotional impact of things to accompany my understanding and experience of things.
Like i used to be able to understand it all, but just not go through the hurt or excitement. Like being able to get the lesson but not value it. I suppose that is what i feel i have missed. alot of the value of my experiences.
Oh and by the way, I so loved office space. it kicked ass.
A few thoughts about voicing things you can't seem to get out (I daresay I've felt that way, oh, once or twice. Just maybe): First, it's pretty much impossible to completely get out what you want to say, accurately, in one fell swoop. It just doesn't happen. Either we lack the vocabulary to articulate what we think/feel, or the self-awareness to really even know what we're feeling, or a combination of a bunch of things. But really, it's not possible to get it out perfectly. You lose a little bit of truth in each stage from brain to paper. So, letting go of that is a good start. Just write it and then write a bit more and then maybe go back and write it again. Hmmm. I'd probably do well to take my own advice from time to time.