sarcastro

Friday show: very good
Saturday show: we didn't ge to play

I really wish I was in love with someone right now, assuming that person was in love me. I've been feeling exceptionally emptly as of late and I think that is what is missing in my life. I really don't feel any sort of love. I know I have some great friends and some family members who actually do care about me, but I feel as emptly as the bottle of vodka I just finished. Oh well, whats one more night like this? Plenty of people are in far shittier situations than myself. My brother, and tens of thousands like him, has a loving wife but could be in Iraqi crosshairs as I type this. Where would I rather be?

Some homeless guy started shit with me today while I was walking home from work. Yeah, I won't give you any money b/c I'm White and you're Black, sure, fuck you. I spend 8-12 hours a day working without no health coverage for a nonprofit community organization in a part of the city thats at least 75% Black b/c I hate Black people. I'm sure the guy was mentally ill and probably had addiction issues, but I had no "being fucked with" tolerence today.

Vodka and Ramones, here I come.