sarcastro

I broke up with Kathleen on Friday night. I can't say I handled it as best as I could, and to be honest I don't know if I'm comfortable with the decision I made. In many ways I feel like she could have been "the one" but the fact she was comfortable showing affection for me was too much. Perhaps I place too much importance on such things, but really, it wasn't about sex, it was about feeling rejected. When we talked on the phone Sunday, she said it only confirmed he belief that guys are only interested in one thing, but for fuck's sake, I COULD HAVE WAITED FOR SEX! I mean, I can certainly see why she would feel that way in the given moment, but it still hurts that someone you care about holds a belief about you that is not true, even if that person you care about is someone you just broke up with.

Blah blah blah...

I know I have a hard time communicating and I didn't communicate my frustrations during our relationship all that well. I tried to bring it up early on and she said she needed time to get comfortable. I thought I was being patient, but really, isn't it odd to be dating some for 3 months and not to have ever kissed for more than 30 seconds?

I'm tired of typing "I" and talking about myself. Damnit! I just did it again. SHIT, that's another one...



If you like Mr T Experience and thought you'd never get to see them again, Wednesday is your lucky day. Go to the Talking Head. The poopy part is that you might have to sit through us to see see them. Actually, you'll probably have to stand as there's not that much seating, but you get the point...