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Norris Ford in Dundalk actually has honest people working there. Fuck Antwerpen, those duesche bags tried to push me into a car.

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Hey, guess what?

*you're depressed*

Wow, good guess, how did you know.

*you're always depressed*

Oh yeah.

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One day I'll be happy. One day I'll be dead. Is dying happy the goal of life? If so, I hope to reach that state at least a week or two before death.

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Its kinda of strange, but I've kissed more girls this than in any year passed, yet I have only had sex twice since Halloween 2002. I thought guys in bands got laid all time. Oh yeah, thats right, I'm the bass player, my bad...but seriously, I really miss having sex on a regular basis. Sounds like a pretty obvious thing to say, but here's the deal. When I jerk off, sometimes I give myself the most amazing orgasms, way beyond what I've experienced with anyone else. Not every time, but its not uncommon. So its not orgasms that I miss so much. Its the foreplay, the cuddling after, all the human interaction. Her rolling over in her sleep to put arm around me. Kissing the back of her neck until I drift off into dreamland. All of this and more, one day I will really remember what its like.