Sad, nervous, dumbfounded, stressed out, looking forward to the furtue, pissed at the government, laughing manically, flabbergasted, pissed at cops, worried, and gasy. Thats what I've experienced in the last 150 minutes.
Michael Jackson's "The Way You Make Me Feel" is can be heard faintly on the the office stereo which is set on the mix station. I hope they play "Dancing on Ceiling" next.
I hope my boss will give a few days advance on my paycheck. If so, things will go smoothly, at least much more smooth than if I have to wait until Friday, or worse, Monday for my paycheck.
Goddamn, I've been lonely lately. Lonliness leads to depression which leads to self abuse which makes me undisirable on any level. Repeat.
The Orioles are finally getting back on track. That distraction helps.
My brother is coming home the Middle East by the end of the month, so he'll be around when his third child is born.
I have no fucking clue where I will be living in two or three weeks.
Time to rechannel these emotions into some rock n roll. Its much easier to do that live than in the studio, but whatever.
I'm tired of being a kid.
Michael Jackson's "The Way You Make Me Feel" is can be heard faintly on the the office stereo which is set on the mix station. I hope they play "Dancing on Ceiling" next.
I hope my boss will give a few days advance on my paycheck. If so, things will go smoothly, at least much more smooth than if I have to wait until Friday, or worse, Monday for my paycheck.
Goddamn, I've been lonely lately. Lonliness leads to depression which leads to self abuse which makes me undisirable on any level. Repeat.
The Orioles are finally getting back on track. That distraction helps.
My brother is coming home the Middle East by the end of the month, so he'll be around when his third child is born.
I have no fucking clue where I will be living in two or three weeks.
Time to rechannel these emotions into some rock n roll. Its much easier to do that live than in the studio, but whatever.
I'm tired of being a kid.
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sarcastro:
Um, I guess I'm tired of acting like a kid at a time when I ought to be acting like an adult. Yeah, thats more like it. I totally miss BEING a kid.
tryst:
You're always gassy. Sorry about those other things. Guess this wouldn't be the best time to visit, eh? Traci's going to visit her boyfriend tomorrow morning. But she's staying until Monday and that's an awful long time to be bothering you when you're this stressed out. I did find out that I will be around on July 3rd though. And the 4th. mwah. feel better, please!