And as I'm sitting here I can't help but feel like a character from a movie. I can't exactly be sure of which movie, but I'm sure as hell hoping it's one of those love flicks where she ends up falling in love with some guy she can't have. Moves away for school, meets someone new and completely forgets about true love. One could only wish and hope and dream for such a story to come true. But it never does.
This movie always ends in failure..and the happy ending is to never come.
One can only hope that tommorow will prove to be a better beginning, and today will have never existed.
Yesterday won't stop playing in my mind. Over and over I keep repeating the words, and still I can't make sense of what made me believe in you once more. Pause. I'm blind folded, and everyone in the same room as me can hear it in the words you speak. While you slither your way through each ear and into their skulls, they smile in vengance of me. All plotting to get me broken down into tiny pieces of regret. Stealing the pieces I can't put back to place, they've already won this game. And although I know it was only a game, I keep imagining the moves. Which step could truely be my last, will burn me to the death?
This movie always ends in failure..and the happy ending is to never come.
One can only hope that tommorow will prove to be a better beginning, and today will have never existed.
Yesterday won't stop playing in my mind. Over and over I keep repeating the words, and still I can't make sense of what made me believe in you once more. Pause. I'm blind folded, and everyone in the same room as me can hear it in the words you speak. While you slither your way through each ear and into their skulls, they smile in vengance of me. All plotting to get me broken down into tiny pieces of regret. Stealing the pieces I can't put back to place, they've already won this game. And although I know it was only a game, I keep imagining the moves. Which step could truely be my last, will burn me to the death?