i can not wait to hear the results. i can not wait for his phone call to tell me. i guess my OCD has let me place just about everything on this weekend. i want to drive to the airport right now and wait for him to get here...assuming that he can get the time off of work.
this seems right, like this is how it should have been all along.
"if all i am is distraction for you then i can't complain that you can't feel something for me..."armorforsleep
who knows though. i wish i could feel upset about mike, i wish i could cry. i know that it is the lithium causing me to feel so fucking blank towards the whole issue of me and him.
i got one day of crying out of it.
"and i know i don't deserve this, the capacity to feel, to laugh and to cry and to pray for that i live and breathe and wake each day"mineral
this seems right, like this is how it should have been all along.
"if all i am is distraction for you then i can't complain that you can't feel something for me..."armorforsleep
who knows though. i wish i could feel upset about mike, i wish i could cry. i know that it is the lithium causing me to feel so fucking blank towards the whole issue of me and him.
i got one day of crying out of it.
"and i know i don't deserve this, the capacity to feel, to laugh and to cry and to pray for that i live and breathe and wake each day"mineral
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a day of crying always brings out the truth in life!
and i am loving you for this gift
my gal likes it to
she tried to resist it and wait til it was released
but the power of ben is great
oh
i don't think you sent track 1