sarahpie

I am a cork in the ocean...but the ocean wants me to suffer.

I have recently made friends with the ex. Like, THE ex. That one ex I will never be over and probably shouldn't talk to since talking just reminds me how much I'll never be over her but I have to in case talking reminds her how she'll never really be over me which it doesn't but I have to take the chance so I talk and it's good but it hurts, too.

She asked me for girl advice. She used NAMES!! So I had to tell her that she can't do that if we're to be friends. Selfish? I don't know. I don't care. I can't handle it and since she struck up the actual chatty part of this "friendship" thing, I feel I have the right to set boundaries. Right? Right.

Stupid girl.

I don't know if I'm talking about her or myself. Whatever.