so my friend sean got me thinking. and then BAM!! i let out my breath after years of holding it in.
life is about living loving learing. what happens in the past happened, theres nothing you can do about it. so why dwell? you learn and you change in order not to make the same mistake. what matters is now, today and maybe tomorrow. dont...
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life is about living loving learing. what happens in the past happened, theres nothing you can do about it. so why dwell? you learn and you change in order not to make the same mistake. what matters is now, today and maybe tomorrow. dont...
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCKIN MC FUCKFACE!!
god DAMNIT IM SUPPOSEd to be CALM all the FUCKIN TIME!!! ahhhhh!HH!H!H!H!!!!!!!!
everythings FUCKIN DANDY i just hate EX BOYFRIENDS fuckin liars!!! goddamnit!!!
hahahhahahahhah god all men are fuckwads.
some make you think too much like a little girl
others LIKE NOW break you out of your comfort zone and everything you thought you believed...
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god DAMNIT IM SUPPOSEd to be CALM all the FUCKIN TIME!!! ahhhhh!HH!H!H!H!!!!!!!!
everythings FUCKIN DANDY i just hate EX BOYFRIENDS fuckin liars!!! goddamnit!!!
hahahhahahahhah god all men are fuckwads.
some make you think too much like a little girl
others LIKE NOW break you out of your comfort zone and everything you thought you believed...
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codemonkeym:
Monkey. 
oxy:
all men???
your proberly correct
hope your ok now
your proberly correct
hope your ok now
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCKIN MC FUCKFACE!!
god DAMNIT IM SUPPOSEd to be CALM all the FUCKIN TIME!!! ahhhhh!HH!H!H!H!!!!!!!!
everythings FUCKIN DANDY i just hate EX BOYFRIENDS fuckin liars!!! goddamnit!!!
hahahhahahahhah god all men are fuckwads.
some make you think too much like a little girl
others LIKE NOW break you out of your comfort zone and everything you thought you believed...
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god DAMNIT IM SUPPOSEd to be CALM all the FUCKIN TIME!!! ahhhhh!HH!H!H!H!!!!!!!!
everythings FUCKIN DANDY i just hate EX BOYFRIENDS fuckin liars!!! goddamnit!!!
hahahhahahahhah god all men are fuckwads.
some make you think too much like a little girl
others LIKE NOW break you out of your comfort zone and everything you thought you believed...
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he's making me think. and i dont know if i feel completely comfortable with that. because its not the usual thinking.. but deep. and goes deeper. maybe i dont want to be figured out- or figure out anybody else for that matter. its breaking me out of my comfort zone ahhh!! wheres my comfort?
i should at least try tho. see what happenes. new things...
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i should at least try tho. see what happenes. new things...
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luciefurr:
Im doing ok ...... yea just ok 
i feel like im trapped in a box. no way out. and every word that comes out of my mouth is part of the skript placed infront of me, each morning, while sipping my coffee..i could try to bust out the walls but my fingertips feel no board, jump out from the top, im sure its locked. shackled down to believe in only one thing,...
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saltonsea:
ok. i'll call tomorrow when i get off work.
that way i won't be afraid to call at the wrong time....
ok. i'll call tomorrow when i get off work.
that way i won't be afraid to call at the wrong time....
luciefurr:
You ok??? 
hm.
i feel like writing but i dont know what about.
i saw my grandpa and teared up.
he's older then i remember.
i'm gunna drive 4 hours tomorrow to my uncles house so i can get some shots of gpa with the younger cousins.
*sigh* fuck.
i feel like writing but i dont know what about.
i saw my grandpa and teared up.
he's older then i remember.
i'm gunna drive 4 hours tomorrow to my uncles house so i can get some shots of gpa with the younger cousins.
*sigh* fuck.
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sinkflsink:
Grandparents are always older then we remember them. Taking pictures should help hold off the aging though. Drive safe tomorrow. Btw, your heart/tear pic made me smile.
saltonsea:
got the blues???...
or just tired?
or a brain dead zombie trying to eat my flesh?
got the blues???...
or just tired?
or a brain dead zombie trying to eat my flesh?
shit. i have a hangover and i have to study for a final.
but its not a final for school its one for my work.
yah. my fucking work.
buuuuullshit.
and my crazy grandfather is flying in today. wooohoo!! more life stories and calling random people bitches and cunts. gender doesnt matter. oh and the countless number of things wrong with you.
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but its not a final for school its one for my work.
yah. my fucking work.
buuuuullshit.
and my crazy grandfather is flying in today. wooohoo!! more life stories and calling random people bitches and cunts. gender doesnt matter. oh and the countless number of things wrong with you.
but im his...
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codemonkeym:
Grandparents can be so instructive... or something.
codemonkeym:
I've had an allergy headache since Thursday.... 
i'm sore from running. haha sooo outta shape its unreal.
i should do taekwondo again. i need to brush up on my mad skills.
nunchucks baby.
i should do taekwondo again. i need to brush up on my mad skills.
nunchucks baby.
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saltonsea:
where is the sarahphina....?
where is the sarahphina....?
luciefurr:
yea.......
so today was ok.
im still trying to cope with the change and the people.
jesus. i dont know what the fuck is up with this!
usually i will fit in and be kosher in a damn week. not a month and a half.
eventually. when school starts. hah i still cant believe im going. shit.
haha.
yah.
.i miss him.
im still trying to cope with the change and the people.
jesus. i dont know what the fuck is up with this!
usually i will fit in and be kosher in a damn week. not a month and a half.
eventually. when school starts. hah i still cant believe im going. shit.
haha.
yah.
.i miss him.
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saltonsea:
Straight up G, yo!
Right out of the beverly hills projects!
A trashed prom queen would be awesome!
But you'd still be the prettiest prom queen ever!
Just make sure to be smoking and carrying a bottle of jack...hahaha
Actually i did go to five proms cause i was popular....
But not cause i was cool or anything....but because i was the only white guy, in a school with 98% of the population being brown or black....
I guess i just stood out. But i got invited to 2 proms i wasn't even a part of. Then i had one of my own. Then i went to my old ex-gf's own. Then i had another one of my own, because of stupid canadian laws...
After-prom is a blur on all 5 occasions...
I remember wearing one of those speedos with the elephant head on the front, walking around the party yard. But that's cause i've seen the video....
If we were at the same prom....it would have been nuts....and explosion of good times...
p.s- yeah i'm involving the ketchup....and whatever else you put on your fries....you are going dooooooooooown!
p.p.s - what you need to bring is a soft pillow...so when you go down, you won't land as hard....
p.p.p.s - i ain't shaking...i'm a straight up hardcore G yo! i'll ice u fur realz! Hardcore gangsta!! HOLLA!! whatWHAT!
bling-bling and all that....
Straight up G, yo!
Right out of the beverly hills projects!
A trashed prom queen would be awesome!
But you'd still be the prettiest prom queen ever!
Just make sure to be smoking and carrying a bottle of jack...hahaha
Actually i did go to five proms cause i was popular....
But not cause i was cool or anything....but because i was the only white guy, in a school with 98% of the population being brown or black....
I guess i just stood out. But i got invited to 2 proms i wasn't even a part of. Then i had one of my own. Then i went to my old ex-gf's own. Then i had another one of my own, because of stupid canadian laws...
After-prom is a blur on all 5 occasions...
I remember wearing one of those speedos with the elephant head on the front, walking around the party yard. But that's cause i've seen the video....
If we were at the same prom....it would have been nuts....and explosion of good times...
p.s- yeah i'm involving the ketchup....and whatever else you put on your fries....you are going dooooooooooown!
p.p.s - what you need to bring is a soft pillow...so when you go down, you won't land as hard....
p.p.p.s - i ain't shaking...i'm a straight up hardcore G yo! i'll ice u fur realz! Hardcore gangsta!! HOLLA!! whatWHAT!
bling-bling and all that....
fstick13:
Him eh? hmmm
lol You're cute..so yea...
Where will you be going to school, and for what? Things will settle down one day..until then, just enjoy the ride
lol You're cute..so yea...
Where will you be going to school, and for what? Things will settle down one day..until then, just enjoy the ride
today was a great day.
caity finally came back from new york and for the first time in a week i wasnt lonely. we went to best buy and bought the new tbs wich is good but not as great as their first album. none of their stuff is as good as the first album.
then we went to manatou (or how ever you spell...
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caity finally came back from new york and for the first time in a week i wasnt lonely. we went to best buy and bought the new tbs wich is good but not as great as their first album. none of their stuff is as good as the first album.
then we went to manatou (or how ever you spell...
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codemonkeym:
I hope today is a good day!!!
saltonsea:
ahhh....the "i know what he's talking about" comfort...
the longer you talk about the email, the longer it will take for you to get it. It can't be a BAM!!! email, if we're still talking about it....
so...maybe soon.....maybe not....hmmm
BA.....sike...hahaha
HOLLA!! HOLLA!! HOLLA!!!
p.s - I'm have a great day, despite i worked 10 hours this morning, and am leaving for my next job in 20 min....which i'm at till 4am...
p.p.s - i don't eat meat either...i'm vegetarian.
p.p.p.s - i'm SO taking your fries...
ahhh....the "i know what he's talking about" comfort...
the longer you talk about the email, the longer it will take for you to get it. It can't be a BAM!!! email, if we're still talking about it....
so...maybe soon.....maybe not....hmmm
BA.....sike...hahaha
HOLLA!! HOLLA!! HOLLA!!!
p.s - I'm have a great day, despite i worked 10 hours this morning, and am leaving for my next job in 20 min....which i'm at till 4am...
p.p.s - i don't eat meat either...i'm vegetarian.
p.p.p.s - i'm SO taking your fries...
BAM! BAM! BAM! BAM! BAM!!!!
just like that....
yes....i am a weirdo....aaaaaand...hehe
do life james dean style....
Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today...
p.s - BAM!