sarahj

*inhales breathe*

It seems to me that the world of relationships have changed.

Firstly, if I hear one more person say that I'm young, I will have to gouge out their eyes.

Secondly, it seems it's okay now to say to someone

"I really like you. You feel so right. You taste right and smell right. I want to be with you, I don't know why, I just do"

However, after saying the above, it's perfectly fine to also say

"I didn't say we'd get together. I mean, I don't think I can promise you dating, or if we'd be right for each other and stuff. I can't just rush into stuff, I'm not like that".

However, wondering why person who you've said that to is so completely ready to just go for it and see what happens, is so upset to hear the latter, after mistaking the previous babblings about being right etc, for something that sounds pretty damn sure about things...

Is it me?

Or...was it completely wrong to get excited?

It must just be me. But these days, it's fine to lead people on.

I trust too easily. I'm far too nice. I see too much good in people.

And the fuckwits pick up on that.

Hurruh.

So where has all the basic stuff gone? The whole

"I like you"
"I like you too"
"Just wondered, do you want to go out see a movie, have some dinner, go for a walk or something? Hang out?"
"Sure? Why not, I'd love to"

Fuck sake. Where's all the sure feeling gone? If you like someone, just do it! Jesus, I've been hurt endless times, but if I like someone, I pluck up the courage and tell them. I'm fairly open minded. But no. No, these days, it's all change.

And I don't stand a chance.

*stops ranting*