sarah

thanks everyone, for being so sweet-it makes me feel so much better to know so many of you are hating the pigs, especially in my defense...
i had such an amazing day yesterday-i laid in my friends' front yard while they worked on paintings and painted my nails green glitter-i got dressed up and rode bikes to the park for a joint and a picnic, i sat and drank iced coffee, walked to southeast and got photo blaster pictures developed, walked back to northeast, got comfortable and watched a movie til i fell asleep.
i have been contending with my concience over my slacker lifestyle(which normally never bothers me). i haven't worked in a long time, but somehow always manage to have something to eat, some change for coffee, and amazingly enough i travel all over. i was feeling a bit guilty for having no "real direction". my brother told me he admired it and in fact people work their whole lives to do what i do when they're 65.
i guess yesterday kind of reconciled that guilt, cause i am pretty happy that i can live my life with very few restrictions-i'm sure more than a few of you can relate.
it would be nice (in theory) to have a sugar daddy-or momma, that would sponsor my need to travel though...anyone know of any legitimate job openings in portland? i need a way to get to new york...ahhh the phone won't stop ringing i gotta go.
xoxxox