sapphireruin

ug i have this ball of anxiety in my stomach waiting for something intense to happen but what and when i don't know but i cant Wait and its driving me nuts ...i need to smoke a joint but the boy across the car lot wont answer me even tho he claims to love me grr why wont he give me what i need then fucker lol ah well i made a call to another boy one he is jealous of lol maybe he will come and make it all better ...what who am i fooling it wont be better it will just calm the feeling for about an hr witch would be great