today i am immensely happy.
i am not sure if i will be made a full SG, BUT the wonderful comments and messages people have been sending me are wonderful and have made me so.fucking.happy.
i actually love u all, thank you so much for being so lovely.
i am in the process of lining up a shoot with a pro tog, so look forward...
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i am not sure if i will be made a full SG, BUT the wonderful comments and messages people have been sending me are wonderful and have made me so.fucking.happy.
i actually love u all, thank you so much for being so lovely.
i am in the process of lining up a shoot with a pro tog, so look forward...
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merlina:
i love your red shoes!!!!! great set!
spliffy:
So looking forward to more nerd pics! 
i really wish my mother would stop being such a bitch. seriously, i know she's an alcoholic, but still. there's no need for to say what she says.
every single night she comes into my room screaming and shouting at me, or saying something horrible. tonihgt it's another bitch about my university.
back in may i had exams that i was supposed to take, but...
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every single night she comes into my room screaming and shouting at me, or saying something horrible. tonihgt it's another bitch about my university.
back in may i had exams that i was supposed to take, but...
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snottlebocket:
There's nothing more terrifying for a parent than seeing their kids do the things they regret most about their own lives.
Unfortunately that usually causes them to freak out disproportionately about said things.
Unfortunately that usually causes them to freak out disproportionately about said things.
jericho:
Scary times eh? And bad times always made me question other people and, worse of all, myself
When that happens next, just think of all the things that you have done that YOU are proud of. The things you have done that make YOU happy. These will help drive you through the bad times.
When that happens next, just think of all the things that you have done that YOU are proud of. The things you have done that make YOU happy. These will help drive you through the bad times.
okay, so TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY!!!
fuck worrying about the 11 exams i have starting on monday, tomorrow is the day im being member reviewed. I reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaalllllllllllllly hope i get it.
im worried that my pictures won't be good enough as there are no staff photographers in my area, nor people willing to do SG work. it was annoying and it really worries me....
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fuck worrying about the 11 exams i have starting on monday, tomorrow is the day im being member reviewed. I reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaalllllllllllllly hope i get it.
im worried that my pictures won't be good enough as there are no staff photographers in my area, nor people willing to do SG work. it was annoying and it really worries me....
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saphyrachaos:
hehe I know I should be worrying about my studies, but I've changed course anyway, so these ones aren't too important anyway, it would just be a nice bonus if I did well, as I won't be needing them again!
Thanks for the comments
Thanks for the comments
andthen:
I'll be wishing you luck as well, but you will still be the likable person you are, no matter how things turn out. :- )
oh god oh god oh god!
most stressful time ever at the moment. okay, well, not MOST stressful. but pretty damned stressful.
firstly, ive started new antipsychotics that are making me so unbelievably tired that i cant even sleep properly. secondly, i have 11 exams and they start in 8 days. fuck fuck fuck.
thirdly, i am waiting for the computer science lecturer to email...
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most stressful time ever at the moment. okay, well, not MOST stressful. but pretty damned stressful.
firstly, ive started new antipsychotics that are making me so unbelievably tired that i cant even sleep properly. secondly, i have 11 exams and they start in 8 days. fuck fuck fuck.
thirdly, i am waiting for the computer science lecturer to email...
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ooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh god. damnit.
somehow my parents found out about my nude modeling lol, something i was trying to keep from them and trying to explain it to people that sent me to catholic school was possibly the worlds most difficult task.
however my mother was drunk as usual when we talked through so i distracted her away from it by asking for a new laptop,...
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somehow my parents found out about my nude modeling lol, something i was trying to keep from them and trying to explain it to people that sent me to catholic school was possibly the worlds most difficult task.
however my mother was drunk as usual when we talked through so i distracted her away from it by asking for a new laptop,...
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saphyrachaos:
Lol haha.
good plan batman. might just have to try it
good plan batman. might just have to try it
badronald:
Like this, everyone is happy: they stay off your back and they stay tipsy!!
btw, just a tip, best to answer in the other person's blog if you want them to know you responded.
btw, just a tip, best to answer in the other person's blog if you want them to know you responded.
however,
on a brighter side.
i have found my favourite song of the week so far
[url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw-kZe3clAQ
love
saphyra x
on a brighter side.
i have found my favourite song of the week so far
[url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw-kZe3clAQ
love
saphyra x
Okay, so I have a confession.
I am the most stressful girlfriend ever.
I am in the process of recovering from my 10 year battle with anorexia and bulimia and have been doing so damn well, but a couple of weeks ago I got ill and couldn't eat so much as it was making me sick.
It brought back all my old feelings and now...
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I am the most stressful girlfriend ever.
I am in the process of recovering from my 10 year battle with anorexia and bulimia and have been doing so damn well, but a couple of weeks ago I got ill and couldn't eat so much as it was making me sick.
It brought back all my old feelings and now...
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saphyrachaos:
yeah i know the closest i can get... gta keep trying 
saphyrachaos:
and heeeeey 
I am so pissed off!
I am having the worst day ever (except for being accepted ) and am feeling shitty 
Firstly, Im really ill, and having a blood test tomorrow, at exactly 9.24 am (why they can't make it 9.20, or 9.25 beats me) so hopefully will find out why I am not well. It sucks because I want to go swimming and running,...
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I am having the worst day ever (except for being accepted
) and am feeling shitty
Firstly, Im really ill, and having a blood test tomorrow, at exactly 9.24 am (why they can't make it 9.20, or 9.25 beats me) so hopefully will find out why I am not well. It sucks because I want to go swimming and running,...
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Hey there!
I officially got accepted for member review today and I am so totally excited!
Have been waiting for this for fuck knows how long!
God damn im happy Has totally made my day!
Love x
I officially got accepted for member review today and I am so totally excited!
Have been waiting for this for fuck knows how long!
God damn im happy
Has totally made my day!
Love x