I finished working in the summer school!!!
SO HAPPY
Like, it was fun and all, but oh god it was stressful. Eating was all over the place, i missed my friends in reading and there was no internet. it was like a prison kinda. the teachers were amazing but the other activities people were awful. thick as shit. can't deal with it to be honest....
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SO HAPPY
Like, it was fun and all, but oh god it was stressful. Eating was all over the place, i missed my friends in reading and there was no internet. it was like a prison kinda. the teachers were amazing but the other activities people were awful. thick as shit. can't deal with it to be honest....
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brokenenglish:
Good to see you are happy!
So new blog time. (This is actually the 3rd time I've written this cause it keeps breaking 
boo hiss)
Chris is still a wanker. I loved that boy, I really did but part of me despises him now. Not just despising his recent actions, but him as a person. There were so many traits I hated that I totally forgave him for and overlooked because...
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boo hiss)
Chris is still a wanker. I loved that boy, I really did but part of me despises him now. Not just despising his recent actions, but him as a person. There were so many traits I hated that I totally forgave him for and overlooked because...
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snottlebocket:
My best friend is schizophrenic, even if you are it doesn't mean you ought to be locked up.
violentpatriot:
all things considered you sound like you are doing very well and that you are a great person 
I would watch Twilight with you any time
I would watch Twilight with you any time
hey guys
I may have done what I shouldn't have but oh go it was amazing again. I still dont understand how he manages to make it rough and gentle at the same time, and I still feel special as well
I still haven't felt the urge to be hurt either. I haven't needed to be strangled of punched, not even one tiny slap yet....
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I may have done what I shouldn't have but oh go it was amazing again. I still dont understand how he manages to make it rough and gentle at the same time, and I still feel special as well
I still haven't felt the urge to be hurt either. I haven't needed to be strangled of punched, not even one tiny slap yet....
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For the first time ever somebody had sex with me and I didn't feel the need to be hurt or want to be made to cry. I like feeling special. I just can't with this person, lovely as it was, amazing as it was. part of me wants it to happen over and over but I don't like hurting other ppl. And it was. I...
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norritt:
that's good i think?
saphyrachaos:
When I said can't I mean like shouldn't rather than not being able to feel special, if that makes sense?
I think he does understand a lot, I tell him pretty much everything and he's definitely clever enough to make sense of me. And he isn't judgemental. He even kissed the scar on my wrist rather than telling me I was ugly and embarrassing like all my exes did.
He says sometimes he's friends with people for what they can do for him, but honestly I think all of us are a bit like that, and being around him is so amazing that I don't care what reason he wants to be my friend. I love being around him. I can't wait to see him again soon
I think he does understand a lot, I tell him pretty much everything and he's definitely clever enough to make sense of me. And he isn't judgemental. He even kissed the scar on my wrist rather than telling me I was ugly and embarrassing like all my exes did.
He says sometimes he's friends with people for what they can do for him, but honestly I think all of us are a bit like that, and being around him is so amazing that I don't care what reason he wants to be my friend. I love being around him. I can't wait to see him again soon
Sigh. Why does forbidden fruit taste so fucking good? And why do I always hurt the people I care about most? I did it again I think. I really am a terrible person. And I want it again.
On another note, a massive gang on people circled me and pushed me against a wall last night and tried to kiss me and stuff. All my...
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On another note, a massive gang on people circled me and pushed me against a wall last night and tried to kiss me and stuff. All my...
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OMG I HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER YESTERDAY
even though it was my 21st I got in a 14 to Madam Tussauds which was hilarious.
And I finally finally finally got the camera I wanted.
Sony Alpha 450. I LOVE IT. its amazing.
and my grannie gave me money for a deposit on buying my own house when I leave uni.
too bad I had...
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even though it was my 21st I got in a 14 to Madam Tussauds which was hilarious.
And I finally finally finally got the camera I wanted.
Sony Alpha 450. I LOVE IT. its amazing.
and my grannie gave me money for a deposit on buying my own house when I leave uni.
too bad I had...
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salva:
have a late happy birthday
brokenenglish:
Thanks for accepting my friend request!
YAY YAY YAY!!!
a new set of mine finally got submitttteedddddd. I was beginning to give up.
I'm afraid it's not yet another nerdy one, BUT my next one will be. Am just trying to set up a place on Uni Campus where I can do it, and not be thrown out of Uni haha
But I promise, there will be robots and nerdiness in...
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a new set of mine finally got submitttteedddddd. I was beginning to give up.
I'm afraid it's not yet another nerdy one, BUT my next one will be. Am just trying to set up a place on Uni Campus where I can do it, and not be thrown out of Uni haha
But I promise, there will be robots and nerdiness in...
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epiic:
HAPPY 21ST BDAY BITCH, ACE THOSE EXAMS!
amico:
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REALLY FUCKING UPSET NOW.
i've tried submitting 3 new sets and none of them have been accepted and I got linked to the FAQ. I read through and I haven't broken a single rule, I haven't put in things that they don't accept and I don't understand what was wrong with them.
I was by a lake, and it dos say try to avoid forests,...
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i've tried submitting 3 new sets and none of them have been accepted and I got linked to the FAQ. I read through and I haven't broken a single rule, I haven't put in things that they don't accept and I don't understand what was wrong with them.
I was by a lake, and it dos say try to avoid forests,...
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saphyrachaos:
Hey.
Thanks for all the lovely comments, feeling so much better.
It's just weird, because my first set was such bad quality and it got through, and my new sets are really high quality and are not getting through.
I messaged the only SG photographer who lives within 100 miles of me, and never got a reply.
I will try my best not to hate myself for it, it's just really difficult (mental health = eugh lols)
x x x
Thanks for all the lovely comments, feeling so much better.
It's just weird, because my first set was such bad quality and it got through, and my new sets are really high quality and are not getting through.
I messaged the only SG photographer who lives within 100 miles of me, and never got a reply.
I will try my best not to hate myself for it, it's just really difficult (mental health = eugh lols)
x x x
saphyrachaos:
oh, i emailed them. it seems that no girl is important enough for them to email back.
i shouldnt be surprised when the staff photographers dont even respond to pms on here
x x x
i shouldnt be surprised when the staff photographers dont even respond to pms on here
x x x
soooo
I have a new idea for a set. It will probably get me thrown off the university campus but whats not to love about that?!?!?!
it will deffo be worth it, so keep checking in and looking forward to my new set...
here's a hint... Im going to get very very cold!!!
x x x
I have a new idea for a set. It will probably get me thrown off the university campus but whats not to love about that?!?!?!
it will deffo be worth it, so keep checking in and looking forward to my new set...
here's a hint... Im going to get very very cold!!!
x x x
baudot:
Just don't get thrown out of the lab. It takes four or five sets to cover a good laptop.
saphyrachaos:
Hehe, thanks for the concern!
My daddy is buying me a sony z series though
and the lab staff love me!
x x x
My daddy is buying me a sony z series though
and the lab staff love me!
x x x
Oh Lordy me!
I haven't been on here in FAR too long!
I guess the whole uni changing course thing has sucked the life outta me lately! Well, not really, just my time, like a giant sort of time-sucking vortex. Evil stuff.
Me and the bf split up, which is kinda sucky. In fact, totally sucky. One day we were talking about marriage kids and...
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I haven't been on here in FAR too long!
I guess the whole uni changing course thing has sucked the life outta me lately! Well, not really, just my time, like a giant sort of time-sucking vortex. Evil stuff.
Me and the bf split up, which is kinda sucky. In fact, totally sucky. One day we were talking about marriage kids and...
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saphyrachaos:
im studying computer science and cybernetics
haha girls are pretty brainy
xxx
haha girls are pretty brainy
xxx
redd3vil:
come out to play girl 