Heyyyy you wonderful people.
So, another rambly wonderful read in store for all of you today, most likely full of ranting and illogical statements, so if you can't keep up I don't blame you
Actually, if you get to the end of this I'll be very surprised, and you can request a picture of choice to reward you for your efforts 
Anywayysss...
First off on the rant list: exams. Fucking exams. I literally can't even explain. Things like:
a) Bear in mind I'm in my own room due to ADHD: Arriving to the room, sitting down, being given the paper for the wrong module. I then spend 40 minutes waiting for them to get the right paper. By which time (I'm not allowed to write until I spend 10 minutes reading) I have forgotten everything, become distracted and very stressed. To add to this, I usually take valium for the exam period to reduce my stress and anxiety. Even if I know something 100% before I get into the exam room, the tiniest confusion or stress will cause me to forget EVERYTHING. But because they're still trialing my ritalin dosage they don't want me to be taking valium at the same time. So of course this whole episode with the wrong paper stressed me out, I forget everything, wanted to cry, and then clearly failed the exam.
b) There's on lecturer who has put the same question in every single paper since 2005. So obviously we all revised it. This one time, he puts in a ridiculously hard maths question. Can't answer it. Get back home to look through notes. It's not in notes. Anywhere. check with all friends on course. Not in their notes. Not in official lecturer notes either. = very pissed off me.
Another thing, I checked through my module results today. Some parts of the module haven't even been included in my overall grade. Really fucking helpful. Just shows the efficiency of our department.
Also, my personal tutor has left the university, without even telling me. I just happened to find out through a phd student.
Oh, and the brand of ritalin I take has been discontinued. The only other one I can take has ridiculously high levels of lactose in. I'm lactose intolerant. This of course equals horrendous migraines. Really helpful in exams. And in general life. Lol
On the plus side, I'm losing weight again. Yaayyyy
And the exams finish on wednesday. Which means going out getting wasted with my very favourite person ever. Who I haven't seen properly in agggggges. And I can't wait. Of course, it's not like last summer, which was clearly the best ever. But I am trying very hard to behave this time. I really.really.REALLY. do not want to behave around him. :/ Gah confusion!!!
I just want a holiday. And more money. Being ridiculously in debt is not good. Especially as I'm spending ridiculous amounts on prescriptions. And to get adderall in the UK is going to cost me 600-800 a month. Fucking sucks.
Argh
I want fuuunnnnnnnn
Much love to you wonderful peopleeeeeee
Love xxx
So, another rambly wonderful read in store for all of you today, most likely full of ranting and illogical statements, so if you can't keep up I don't blame you
Actually, if you get to the end of this I'll be very surprised, and you can request a picture of choice to reward you for your efforts
Anywayysss...
First off on the rant list: exams. Fucking exams. I literally can't even explain. Things like:
a) Bear in mind I'm in my own room due to ADHD: Arriving to the room, sitting down, being given the paper for the wrong module. I then spend 40 minutes waiting for them to get the right paper. By which time (I'm not allowed to write until I spend 10 minutes reading) I have forgotten everything, become distracted and very stressed. To add to this, I usually take valium for the exam period to reduce my stress and anxiety. Even if I know something 100% before I get into the exam room, the tiniest confusion or stress will cause me to forget EVERYTHING. But because they're still trialing my ritalin dosage they don't want me to be taking valium at the same time. So of course this whole episode with the wrong paper stressed me out, I forget everything, wanted to cry, and then clearly failed the exam.
b) There's on lecturer who has put the same question in every single paper since 2005. So obviously we all revised it. This one time, he puts in a ridiculously hard maths question. Can't answer it. Get back home to look through notes. It's not in notes. Anywhere. check with all friends on course. Not in their notes. Not in official lecturer notes either. = very pissed off me.
Another thing, I checked through my module results today. Some parts of the module haven't even been included in my overall grade. Really fucking helpful. Just shows the efficiency of our department.
Also, my personal tutor has left the university, without even telling me. I just happened to find out through a phd student.
Oh, and the brand of ritalin I take has been discontinued. The only other one I can take has ridiculously high levels of lactose in. I'm lactose intolerant. This of course equals horrendous migraines. Really helpful in exams. And in general life. Lol
On the plus side, I'm losing weight again. Yaayyyy
And the exams finish on wednesday. Which means going out getting wasted with my very favourite person ever. Who I haven't seen properly in agggggges. And I can't wait. Of course, it's not like last summer, which was clearly the best ever. But I am trying very hard to behave this time. I really.really.REALLY. do not want to behave around him. :/ Gah confusion!!!
I just want a holiday. And more money. Being ridiculously in debt is not good. Especially as I'm spending ridiculous amounts on prescriptions. And to get adderall in the UK is going to cost me 600-800 a month. Fucking sucks.
Argh
I want fuuunnnnnnnn
Much love to you wonderful peopleeeeeee
Love xxx
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