Weeellllll major stressss.
Exams coming up, I have 6 coming up, but they're just about to put me on a trial for ritalin. 2 weeks before the exams. Obviously if it helps that's great, but I'm very very VERY known for getting ridiculous side effects/strange effects and very long adjustment periods. Am wondering whether it's worth telling the Uni about it all. I'm already taking the exams now because I had extenuating circumstances the first time round :/ Fuckstickles.
Also, MY SUPERDRY JACKET ARRIVED. yay. I'm very excited. Even though it's leather, and it's about 9000degrees outside so I can't wear it yet. It's soooo amazing
Have been getting drunk a lot recently. And wondering why my weight fluctuates so much. My size has gone down, my weight went down, yet today I'm 3lbs heavier than yesterday, even though I barely ate. I swear to go my body is FUCKED. It's really annoying cause even though I know it'll probably go back down tomorrow, I want it to not go up today, I hate just seeing the numbers. It's disgusting. Blerg.
And I need someone to take an awesome set for me, I've never had ANY luck with the staff photographers, they don't seem to respond to my messages. I know they're busy, but it makes me feel like shit. blerg.
And I really just want to see him again. He's so super busy, and I get that, but I just miss him.
And I want druuuuugggs :
Lovelove xxx
Exams coming up, I have 6 coming up, but they're just about to put me on a trial for ritalin. 2 weeks before the exams. Obviously if it helps that's great, but I'm very very VERY known for getting ridiculous side effects/strange effects and very long adjustment periods. Am wondering whether it's worth telling the Uni about it all. I'm already taking the exams now because I had extenuating circumstances the first time round :/ Fuckstickles.
Also, MY SUPERDRY JACKET ARRIVED. yay. I'm very excited. Even though it's leather, and it's about 9000degrees outside so I can't wear it yet. It's soooo amazing
Have been getting drunk a lot recently. And wondering why my weight fluctuates so much. My size has gone down, my weight went down, yet today I'm 3lbs heavier than yesterday, even though I barely ate. I swear to go my body is FUCKED. It's really annoying cause even though I know it'll probably go back down tomorrow, I want it to not go up today, I hate just seeing the numbers. It's disgusting. Blerg.
And I need someone to take an awesome set for me, I've never had ANY luck with the staff photographers, they don't seem to respond to my messages. I know they're busy, but it makes me feel like shit. blerg.
And I really just want to see him again. He's so super busy, and I get that, but I just miss him.
And I want druuuuugggs :
Lovelove xxx
Likewise, you should talk to your Uni if you do need to change the medication. They are there to help you.
I am trying to loose weight at the moment and I have a good idea why your weight is going up and down. I get the same effect when I drink and it's just the water content of your body changing. 500ml of water weights about one pound, so you don't need to add much water to get changes like that. If you weigh yourself before and after going to the toilet, you can see changes of a few pounds.
Your body is perfectly normal and it would be better to weigh yourself once a week, but I saw from your earlier posts that you have an ED. Perhaps it will help to know that the change day to day is normal.
By the way, I saw your post looking for a photographer in the hopefuls group, but there is no mention which area you are in. PM me if you want to discuss a shoot.