i really wish my mother would stop being such a bitch. seriously, i know she's an alcoholic, but still. there's no need for to say what she says.
every single night she comes into my room screaming and shouting at me, or saying something horrible. tonihgt it's another bitch about my university.
back in may i had exams that i was supposed to take, but i didnt because my eating disorder and dissociations and psychosis was too bad, so I couldn't take them. ever since then, my mother (who dropped out of school at 16, and didnt even take her gcse exams before that because she got drunk and broke both her arms) has been shouting and screaming about how i "gave up" at university, how im lazy and useless and have let them all down. it makes me so fucking upset. im a really overly emotional person most of the time, but i just can't understand her.
for a woman that was told she couldnt have children and subsequently adopted me, she treats me like shit. she says im horrible and im a bitch because i shout at her to get out when she comes in and says those things, but who can sit there and listen to her ranting for over 10 years and not get angry?!
god she annoys me so fucking much.
every single night she comes into my room screaming and shouting at me, or saying something horrible. tonihgt it's another bitch about my university.
back in may i had exams that i was supposed to take, but i didnt because my eating disorder and dissociations and psychosis was too bad, so I couldn't take them. ever since then, my mother (who dropped out of school at 16, and didnt even take her gcse exams before that because she got drunk and broke both her arms) has been shouting and screaming about how i "gave up" at university, how im lazy and useless and have let them all down. it makes me so fucking upset. im a really overly emotional person most of the time, but i just can't understand her.
for a woman that was told she couldnt have children and subsequently adopted me, she treats me like shit. she says im horrible and im a bitch because i shout at her to get out when she comes in and says those things, but who can sit there and listen to her ranting for over 10 years and not get angry?!
god she annoys me so fucking much.
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Unfortunately that usually causes them to freak out disproportionately about said things.
When that happens next, just think of all the things that you have done that YOU are proud of. The things you have done that make YOU happy. These will help drive you through the bad times.